Hiya
phew.. home from work and it's looking like I'll make it through day three
I first did Cambridge in April 2009, and back then I was around 17 stone and felt completely trapped by my emotions. I knew I needed support and I didn't want to try any 'faddy diets', and I'd found WW utterly unhelpful for me (great for other people, but doesn't suit me)... same with SW and RC... soo I didn't know where else to turn, and then my friend spent months over the phone persuading me to do Cambridge - I really didn't want to - and then I went to stay with her and saw how much her life had turned around - it was Brilliant! Soo.. I took the plunge... It wet really well...
I had a brief return to it earlier this year, but knew it was just about 'testing the water' as I was off on a big holiday/travelling and knew I'd only be on it for a few weeks until the travelling started...
sooo... now... here I am... weighing roughly 13 stone.. and aiming for the final goal... I'm really hoping I can get to 9stone 7 by about Christmas time... and then, far more importantly for me, I'm hoping to learn new ways of dealing with things so that I don't turn to eating for comfort (even though I'll always love food, I don't have to eat vast quantities any more)
My WI is going to vary.. this week it'll probably be Tuesday, which is good because that's roughly a week.. it's going to be a good result partly because I'd just eaten when I went for my first WI, so it's not a fair comparison
I don't really care about the WI results.. I care more about the over all direction and so long as things generally go in the right direction, I'll know I'll be successful. I'm looking forward to feeling better about myself, but I'm nervous about whether I can keep the weight off permanently... that's the bit that's going to be hardest and I want to start planning NOW!