cupcake87
Full Member
Hi All!
Thought i would bore you all to death with a blogy/ diary thing!
Basically i need to know some one will see if i fail. . .and to motivate me when i feel like turning to the darkside - aka the cake tin/ crisp bag/ chocolate etc etc!
My motivations are I am a bridesmaid in Aug the three other BM's are all size 8's i do not want to be the "fat " one.
Also i am getting married, quite when is as yet undetermined. . . we swap and change ideas of how, where , when and with who like . . well me in a chocolate shop ! It will either be next year or this, depending on if we run away with parents etc so two motivations . . add to the fact my size 14 trousers are faaarrr too small, and i refuse point blank to continue my old routine of buying "one comfy" pair till my others fit. . . i feel i trick myself so this time i am sticking with the soul destroying, painfully tight current trousers until they fit again!
I have a habbit of getting stressed nothing is not happening and starving myself (sort of!) i loose a few pounds get stuck decide to do it properly etc you see the issue!
Anyway this week was going well till two meals out. . .no more syns for me till thurs!
Annoyingly its "that" time of the month so i really dont want to stand on the scales on thurs morning .
Am feeling fatter than ever so am feeling very grumpy!
Any tips hints yummy receipies would be helpfull !!
Thought i would bore you all to death with a blogy/ diary thing!
Basically i need to know some one will see if i fail. . .and to motivate me when i feel like turning to the darkside - aka the cake tin/ crisp bag/ chocolate etc etc!
My motivations are I am a bridesmaid in Aug the three other BM's are all size 8's i do not want to be the "fat " one.
Also i am getting married, quite when is as yet undetermined. . . we swap and change ideas of how, where , when and with who like . . well me in a chocolate shop ! It will either be next year or this, depending on if we run away with parents etc so two motivations . . add to the fact my size 14 trousers are faaarrr too small, and i refuse point blank to continue my old routine of buying "one comfy" pair till my others fit. . . i feel i trick myself so this time i am sticking with the soul destroying, painfully tight current trousers until they fit again!
I have a habbit of getting stressed nothing is not happening and starving myself (sort of!) i loose a few pounds get stuck decide to do it properly etc you see the issue!
Anyway this week was going well till two meals out. . .no more syns for me till thurs!
Annoyingly its "that" time of the month so i really dont want to stand on the scales on thurs morning .
Am feeling fatter than ever so am feeling very grumpy!
Any tips hints yummy receipies would be helpfull !!