marthamydear
Full Member
Hey guys
This is my second diary on here, I had one in the Weightwatcher's forum which I started in November in 2012 but stopped using it as much in the last year.
I dropped two stone going from 12.7 to 10.7 (even reaching 10.5 at one stage!) for my 21st birthday. Since finishing college and moving to a new house with a new job the weight has been creeping back on. I've been finding it hard to get a hold on it and seem to constantly be hungry. I also joined a nearby gym but trying to motivate myself to go more.
I work long shifts as a support worker and also have endometriosis, both these things mean I get exhausted really easily. No excuses though for putting on weight after I tried so hard to loose it! The last time I weighed myself I was 11.5. There's no weighing scales in my house so I'll have to wait till I get home to my parents house on Friday to get a proper weigh in, I'm guessing I'm going to be about 11.7. Hopefully not much more than that!
My first thought when I woke up this morning was "ugghhh I feel so fat"-not good!! I don't really have much of a plan. I decided not to follow WW again as it makes me obsess over food and points. I'm just going to make an effort to cut down and do it slowly on top of going to the gym. I only have a stone to loose
My calorific downfalls are chocolate, cheese, wine, bread, chips, pizza, takeaways etc etc. I love everything!
This is my motivational picture for today as I was in the hospital this morning and couldn't work up the energy after to go the the gym
I'm annoyed at myself as I won't get a chance to go tomorrow either. I have work training in the morning then another hospital appointment. I'm meeting my boyfriend after for dinner. I always find when I decide to try and lose weight there's always some kind of dinner or occasion that comes up!
Today could have gone worse, I'll post up what I ate to be judged by all you skinny minnies!
This is my second diary on here, I had one in the Weightwatcher's forum which I started in November in 2012 but stopped using it as much in the last year.
I dropped two stone going from 12.7 to 10.7 (even reaching 10.5 at one stage!) for my 21st birthday. Since finishing college and moving to a new house with a new job the weight has been creeping back on. I've been finding it hard to get a hold on it and seem to constantly be hungry. I also joined a nearby gym but trying to motivate myself to go more.
I work long shifts as a support worker and also have endometriosis, both these things mean I get exhausted really easily. No excuses though for putting on weight after I tried so hard to loose it! The last time I weighed myself I was 11.5. There's no weighing scales in my house so I'll have to wait till I get home to my parents house on Friday to get a proper weigh in, I'm guessing I'm going to be about 11.7. Hopefully not much more than that!
My first thought when I woke up this morning was "ugghhh I feel so fat"-not good!! I don't really have much of a plan. I decided not to follow WW again as it makes me obsess over food and points. I'm just going to make an effort to cut down and do it slowly on top of going to the gym. I only have a stone to loose
My calorific downfalls are chocolate, cheese, wine, bread, chips, pizza, takeaways etc etc. I love everything!
This is my motivational picture for today as I was in the hospital this morning and couldn't work up the energy after to go the the gym
I'm annoyed at myself as I won't get a chance to go tomorrow either. I have work training in the morning then another hospital appointment. I'm meeting my boyfriend after for dinner. I always find when I decide to try and lose weight there's always some kind of dinner or occasion that comes up!
Today could have gone worse, I'll post up what I ate to be judged by all you skinny minnies!
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