Oh Dear. I'll admit it, Ive faltered. BUT I haven't failed.
I am thoroughly peed off with myself after scoffing some food last night. Bugger.
The day went well until a friend popped over and we went out for a drink. I was determined to drink water all night but it didn't happen. I had about 3 ciders and on the way home ate a Caribbean vegetable Pattie. What a wally.
When I first started SS i had this on the first few days. I know it is because i have not got the added protection of ketosis yet, and that it will only come for me after 3 or 4 days of SS.
I am determined to do this, and I think that means that I just have to take the same steps i took in May - stay away from the pub!
The good news is that I feel a complete idiot, and you tend to learn from mistakes. It could have been worse.
I am abstaining from going out this weekend. Hopefully by Monday I'll be in ketosis. I have a lovely toffee and walnut shake sitting here ready for lunch, and a rather large bottle of evian.
I did think about skipping the post today or saying everything had gone smoothly and glossing over the blip, but who would iI be kidding but myself?
So...day 1....again.
It may be day 1 again in terms of ssing but just think how far you have come in terms of your attitude.
I have to say your post is inspiring because I have been very concerned that once I get towards/to goal weight that I will be all extreme in my attitude towards food again but in terms of healthiness.
You have got your head screwed on and this is what will get you to where you want to be
I agree with Chicken, your post is inspiring and I feel the fact you came on here and told the truth and did not hide what happened means to me anyways...you are not in denial any longer and your attitude is one of a winner.
Thanks guys, its so odd that losing 4 1/2 stone (or 6 1/2 stone if you count WW) seems to be far easier than losing this last stone. But I WILL do it!!!!
You know, I think it's because the closer you get to goal the happier you are with yourself and the less you need to lose weight. The last time I went to the doctors, was the first and only time I've not been moaned at about losing weight, and what with all these compliments, I think it just gives all of us aslightly bigger head than we had when we were obese.