A healthier happier me :)

[jules1981]

Time for a new diary..... I cant find my other one

A healthy new start.

I started SW at a group today and to say I was nervous was an UNDERSTATEMENT! I thought I would be over 25 stone

I am to big for my scales they only go up to 24 stone ( cant wait till I can weigh in on mine!) I was supposed to be going with a friend but her work keep changing her hours I put off going last week as she couldn't go BUT I NEED TO DO THIS. So alone i go. Anway I was 24.8. have lost 6lbs since coming out of hospital.

I have been overweight since I was 15-16 and am now 33 and a size 28-30 in trouser 28 up top-I have big boobs 40 kk-which I HOPE will shrink too

I have lost weight through stupidly hardly eating and have got down to a size 8-10 ( i have clothes from a size 8-30) seriously DH if fed up with my wardrobe and I am fed up with only fitting in 1 pair of jeans and 1 bra about 6 tops and 5 cardis and 6 Pjs and a dressing gown.

I have BED along with server mental health problems. So loosing weight is NOT going to be easy I have been hospitalized 3 times in the last 2 years just came out after a recent admission. I am on A LOT of meds which dont help my weight-they increase my appetite. I have put on 7 ish stone in 2 years. About 3 months ago they found out I had an under active thyroid so am on meds for this too.

I would like to get down to a size 14 I am guessing that's around 11-12 stone for me so I need to loose 14 ish stone.

I hope to up date daily, anyone wants to come on my journey please do I need all the help I can get

Heres to losing the weight.

My Goal

7lbs down eyebrow wax/threading
1 stone down hair cut with highlights


Week 1:

 

[S_J_B]

Welcome back & good luck to you x

 

[jules1981]

^^Thank you xxx

 

[jules1981]

We were looking at coffee machines today-my Christmas pressie from hubby Think I am going to get a Nescafe one as they do skinny drinks xxxx

 

[S_J_B]

Yummy sounds a good pressie plan

 

[chezz]

i use to love coffee and now i cannot drink it for some reason x x

 

[jules1981]

I love coffee

I told another friend today and she was really supportive

of slimming world

Little man is poorly we went round a friends and he was really cuddly and had a sleep and woke up feeling hot and so gave him some calpol there at lunch time. just took his temp and it 39.8 c

poor baby so had some more calpol and going to give him some ibuprofen before bed.

Was really good today resisted crisps and blueberry muffins, I knew I could of had a few crisps but wouldn't have stopped at a few I need to learn portion control.

We were looking at the photos of when we went to japan I was a size 14 then WANT to get back to that if I can-eventually.

Think I am suffering withdrawls from eating rubbish have a banging headache

xxx

 

[chezz]

aww bless jules hope you feel better soon x x

 

[PrincessSparklePants]

Welcome back gorgeous, we missed you Hope your little man is feeling better!

I understand boobwise. I used to be a 50J - I say used to be, it wasn't my size but it was the biggest I could buy (and used an extender in the back for another couple of inches) and they still didn't fit and would saw my shoulders something rotten - ouch!

Now I've lost at least 10 inches from my chest (will be taking new measurements in the next couple of days when my TOTM has finished and the water retention clears) so it works! Home measurements has me at a 48G/H so hopefully your boobs will be where it comes off the most too Will keep my fingers crossed for you

 

[GingerJV]

Hello and welcome back! i also had a "vacation" but now i am coming back) hope your headaches will go away soon. get well! wish you best of luck with your new start;-) you can do it!

 

[jules1981]

Thanks guys. PSP I cant Wait till my boobs shrink I use a bra extender too so am actually bigger than a 40kk prob a 42 kk.

I am back and determined

Been really good had between 4-18 syns all week when I can have 25.

Hope the scales show a 4lb ish loss I will be pleased with that, but to be fair i am eating so much more healthy my body must be benefiting in the long run, so any loss I SHOULD be happy with!

Still looking at coffee machines but thinking of getting a more expensive one where i can froff my own milk! A treat pressie

Take care everyone xxxx

 

[chezz]

hi lovely i hope you get your 4lb loss darling you deserve it sweetheart
and yes you buy yourself a nice coffee machine your worth it x x x

 

[PrincessSparklePants]

Thanks guys. PSP I cant Wait till my boobs shrink I use a bra extender too so am actually bigger than a 40kk prob a 42 kk.

I am back and determined

Been really good had between 4-18 syns all week when I can have 25.

Hope the scales show a 4lb ish loss I will be pleased with that, but to be fair i am eating so much more healthy my body must be benefiting in the long run, so any loss I SHOULD be happy with!

Still looking at coffee machines but thinking of getting a more expensive one where i can froff my own milk! A treat pressie

Take care everyone xxxx

Definitely! And with black friday tomorrow it might be even cheaper than you think

Have my fingers crossed for you hun!

Hopefully the boob fairy will be very kind to you too! I can't wait to go and get measured properly to find out what size I truly am. Gotta lose a fair few more inches till I can tuck them in my boots yet xx

 

[jules1981]

Thanks chez cant wait to get one now, tempted to wait for the sales Hmmmm!

PSP I hope the boob fairy is kind too. I go to barvissimo to get measured they are so lovely in there.

had a busy morning playgroup then got Little man some new shoes then to tesco to get frozen pressies for my niece

xxx

 

[chezz]

hi jules

if i was you i would wait to till xmas eve or boxing day when they will be in the sale x x x

 

[jules1981]

^^Thaks Chez I think I will.

Just survived my first slimming meal out had mixed grill- gave away my sausage drained my fried egg on my serviette to get a rid of any excess oil (used 8.5 syns today and can have 25 a day so still have 16.5 syns left for the oil!) steak, gammon-cut all fat off and 1/2 chicken breast with half a grilled tom and peas also swapped my chips for a jacket pot

xxxxx

 

[S_J_B]

Sounds like scrummy meal out :drool:

 

[jules1981]

Weigh in tomorrow Eeek and I have to go on my own as my friend has to work. This is a big step for me as I don't go anywhere on my own ( and haven't been out on my own for over 2 years) due to panic attack due to severe depression and anxiety (Have been in a psychiatric hospital 3 times in the last 2 years) BUT I have to keep this up and I have to go to loose the weight. My dad is going to drive me and pick me up I HATE not being able to drive too due to meds wish me luck for everything girls.

^^hope that makes sense have taken sleeping meds and thye are kicking in.

Night night

xxxx

 

[chezz]

morning jules
and good luck darling for today x x x x x

 

[chezz]

ohh jules your meal out sounded lovely x x x