At my lowest ebb..

[L.i.n.d.a]

Ugly, fat, disgusting, obese,...why cant i.be pretty, slim, lovely, fit...my life is falling apart. I cannot begin as Its too much of a mountain. But if I dont, I shorten my life through my bad health. Help really needed, but not wanting that through gp....19.10 wanna lose 10 stone.. wanna Live. Who else is suffering so, who has come out the other side?...*

 

[JackieN]

Come on lovely there are some amazingly supportive people on here you can do this 10 stone is doeable. i still have 5 stone to lose. Baby steps you can do it. We've all been there. I decided I wanted to live longer, feel healthier, be happier and get my confidence back

We're all here for you :hug99: :hug99: xxxxxxxxx

 

[L.i.n.d.a]

Thank you for your kind words Jackie, I hope so one day, but I cant see that happening for me. Things are very bad. But I wish you loads of luck re your last five stone...Hug back.. Linda

 

[Mumma K]

Ugly, fat, disgusting, obese,...why cant i.be pretty, slim, lovely, fit...my life is falling apart. I cannot begin as Its too much of a mountain. But if I dont, I shorten my life through my bad health. Help really needed, but not wanting that through gp....19.10 wanna lose 10 stone.. wanna Live. Who else is suffering so, who has come out the other side?...*

Bless you Linda....
For a start I think you should give yourself a break
I'm sure you are not Ugly or disgusting at all....
Okay you may be obese but that is something that can be dealt
with take heart it can be done hunny
When I started my journey at 22stone I was heavier than you are now and
deeply unhappy but with the help of my family and the lovely
friends I've made on here ( Hi Jax ) I'm now 9lb away from
losing 7 stone yes it's taken time but you have to dip your toes
in the water hunny if you want to swim you can do it we are here
to help you

 

[L.i.n.d.a]

Tears in my eyes mumma k...thank u for kind words...wish i had strength...mighty well done to you, linda*

 

[JackieN]

Linda with our help you will find that strength. We all have to start somewhere huni :bighug: little steps, a day at a time, you can do this you joining us? xxxxxx

 

[Mumma K]

Tears in my eyes mumma k...thank u for kind words...wish i had strength...mighty well done to you, linda*

You can do it hun if I can....I promise you anyone can
Like Jackie said we are behind you 100% if you need our help
all you have to do is have faith and join us

 

[L.i.n.d.a]

I wouldnt know where to start, life is very bad right now and i dont have a job and am recovering from a broken heelbone , torn ligaments, achilles and tendonosis..abusive bf no support. Thats just the start. I read the posts on here because they make me laugh and cry and allow me to wonder how my life would be if I had my time again..im not wanting to put out a sob story, just facts. So ill continue reading and just hope that I can one day and not crumble completely...

 

[L.i.n.d.a]

Ps ...apologies, i didnt make my words clear, i had a bad fall in january causing those injuries....I have had bulimia on and off since I was 17, and my immune system is stuffed. I have many health problems and I am ugly. I suffer from vitiligo. I am white skinned so some say is not noticeable. But it is on my elbows and legs....Theres more but I feel ive said too much already. I have all the knowledge in my head somewhere but no heart and spirit to begin living...

 

[L.i.n.d.a]

Watching prog on pick tv just now called obese, a year to save my life....prophetic indeed..

 

[Mumma K]

It sounds like you are going through a rough time at the moment hun
You sounds so lost and lacking in confidence and being in an abusive
relationship would have done that to you.....
And the fall can't of helped either...... I don't know what to advise re:
with you having suffered from Bulimia
Have you spoken to your doctor.... I think it might be wise to voice
your fears and maybe they might be able to advise the right people
to help you on the road to getting started

 

[L.i.n.d.a]

Hi mumma k, I dont want doctors involved, had that at 18 yrs old, where they gave me a food sheet an thought that would sort it. Doctors are rubbish. They either wanna give you anti depressive drugs or refer you to someone else.. Its a cruel world. .