Yasmine
One last chance
Hi guys, came back from the holidays on the 18th i hope you are all doing well.
Going back to morocco in a much smaller body, i would think, hey, maybe all the name calling would stop. But no,the jokes carried on, telling me I need to lose more. Not one single compliment, not even a congrats. They noticed the difference, but they made me feel that it wasn't enough :cry:.
The only good thing that came out of the holiday was finding out the cause of my constipation problem. Turns out that it has got nothing to do with my bowels, but my intestines. They don't work as they should and waste gets stuck inside and has been for many years. So I was put on medication for 3 months. This will sound graphic but I would like some info if you can tell me. Taking the medicine, waste came out but so did this weird orange oil. Anyone know what it could be?
Anyway, as you would have guessed, I piled more weight on, feeling as disgusting as ever, and I want to hide again. I hate eating, I'm sorry guys, but I really do. It doesn't make me feel good at all, it makes me feel insecure, and no matter what i eat, it hurts. It feels like my stomach still can't handle it even though I've eaten for 2 months now.
I'm back at 13st 6lbs at the moment and being Ramadan, a red light is flashing because in this month I always gain weight. I really need your advice on what I should do to prevent and what the cause is. Is it because of starvation mode?
Anyways, I hope you guys are all doing well, and I'll be joining lipotrim again on the 20th of september, CAN NOT WAIT FOR ZAT!!
Going back to morocco in a much smaller body, i would think, hey, maybe all the name calling would stop. But no,the jokes carried on, telling me I need to lose more. Not one single compliment, not even a congrats. They noticed the difference, but they made me feel that it wasn't enough :cry:.
The only good thing that came out of the holiday was finding out the cause of my constipation problem. Turns out that it has got nothing to do with my bowels, but my intestines. They don't work as they should and waste gets stuck inside and has been for many years. So I was put on medication for 3 months. This will sound graphic but I would like some info if you can tell me. Taking the medicine, waste came out but so did this weird orange oil. Anyone know what it could be?
Anyway, as you would have guessed, I piled more weight on, feeling as disgusting as ever, and I want to hide again. I hate eating, I'm sorry guys, but I really do. It doesn't make me feel good at all, it makes me feel insecure, and no matter what i eat, it hurts. It feels like my stomach still can't handle it even though I've eaten for 2 months now.
I'm back at 13st 6lbs at the moment and being Ramadan, a red light is flashing because in this month I always gain weight. I really need your advice on what I should do to prevent and what the cause is. Is it because of starvation mode?
Anyways, I hope you guys are all doing well, and I'll be joining lipotrim again on the 20th of september, CAN NOT WAIT FOR ZAT!!