devotchka
Full Member
I started Slimming World in February, and managed to lose a total of two stone by the 1st of Sept. I had, however, not reached my goal. I lost the two stone in time for my holiday, and was quite please, felt good about myself and all that.
But while on holiday I crept back into the old eating habits, saying "Yes!" to everything. I don't regret it because I had a FANTASTIC time. But since getting back, The bad habits have continued. And it turns out I have put just shy of a stone back on.
Now, I am proud of myself for recognising the stone and stopping it here, halfway, before I put the two back plus more. But at the moment I feel horribly fat and unattractive.
This is completely exacerbated by the fact I am a student, and literally have no money what so ever to my name until the 23rd of this Month, which feels like lightyears away. So because of this, I have not been able to shop for food like I did (instead having to work my way through what's left in the cupboards and fridge - not necessarily healthy) and have not been able to attend group since before my holiday. I'm feeling really sorry for myself and demotivated
I experimented with Slim Fast just before going away to quickly drop those extra few pounds, and it worked. I have two tubs of it left so have been faffing around with it the past few days. I was happy to find I lost 1lb in a day too.
Today has been horrific though, and I know I am only making excuses for myself... I stayed at my boyfriends and had toast with butter this morning, then rice and korma sauce for lunch. Left over from last night's take-away. So unhealthy. I feel like I am stuck in a bit of a rut.
Luckily, my Nana came over yesterday and we did some online shopping, which is being delivered tonight between 8pm-10pm.
Sigh. Not sure what I wanted to get from posting this, I just think it helps be get my ducks in a row. xx
But while on holiday I crept back into the old eating habits, saying "Yes!" to everything. I don't regret it because I had a FANTASTIC time. But since getting back, The bad habits have continued. And it turns out I have put just shy of a stone back on.
Now, I am proud of myself for recognising the stone and stopping it here, halfway, before I put the two back plus more. But at the moment I feel horribly fat and unattractive.
This is completely exacerbated by the fact I am a student, and literally have no money what so ever to my name until the 23rd of this Month, which feels like lightyears away. So because of this, I have not been able to shop for food like I did (instead having to work my way through what's left in the cupboards and fridge - not necessarily healthy) and have not been able to attend group since before my holiday. I'm feeling really sorry for myself and demotivated
I experimented with Slim Fast just before going away to quickly drop those extra few pounds, and it worked. I have two tubs of it left so have been faffing around with it the past few days. I was happy to find I lost 1lb in a day too.
Today has been horrific though, and I know I am only making excuses for myself... I stayed at my boyfriends and had toast with butter this morning, then rice and korma sauce for lunch. Left over from last night's take-away. So unhealthy. I feel like I am stuck in a bit of a rut.
Luckily, my Nana came over yesterday and we did some online shopping, which is being delivered tonight between 8pm-10pm.
Sigh. Not sure what I wanted to get from posting this, I just think it helps be get my ducks in a row. xx
