chocolateinmoderation
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Hello, I had been doing so well on weight watchers. I had weighed about 151.8 on 6/14/2013, now today 7/4/2013, I weighed myself this morning and I am 156.8!!!
These past few weeks have just been not good for me. It all started with a craving for peanut butter, so I ate a bunch of peaut butter and knowing that I wasn't going to have a good weigh in, I didn't go to weight watchers and I missed the weigh in and ever since then it's been downhill. I keep telling myself I'm going to get back on track, I'm going to get back on track and I'm NOT...
Last night, I was HORRIBLE. i tracked points during the day, but then my mother went and got chinese good and I went COMPLETELY OFF. Ate two plates of chinese food, 3 oreos, 2 pop tarts and it was just disgusting when it was over, I FELT DISGUSTING...
it's like the more weight I gain, the more I want to binge eat because i'm so angry at myself for gainging weight and I know thats counterintuitie, but I'm just frustrated with myself.
I feel like I can never keep the weight off...on top of that, I'm having money problems, I'm tired of being broke and having to depend on my mother for money ( I'm 24 years old) I keep trying to call this place about a job, but that's another topic.
To put it bluntly, I need to get back on track seriously, but I feel like my mother isn't helping beause everytime I tell her that I want to finish weight watchers and get back on track, she asks me if I want to go out to eat or she brings Chinese food home or asks me "can you have this..." and it'll be some fattening food...I'm starting to think she WANTS me to over eat or something.
I know I can't blame her because she didn't shove the food down my throat, make me chew it and swallow it, but she isn't helping when she asks me these things or brings food home. I know I need to take responsibility and say no, but I am at the end of my rope.
There is no way I'm going to weigh in this week because it's humiliating.
Someone please help me to get back on track so that next week, next Friday I cna weigh in and have lost at least SOME of the five pounds I've gained.
PLEASE HELP ME!!!
I went and forced myself to weigh in last Thursday and I was up about 153.4 and I told myself, i'll get myself together and go weigh in next week and I'll have lost, but no...
It was 4th of july coming up and I knew that I would be missing my meeting because of the 4th of July, so I just went and binge ate because I told myself that
These past few weeks have just been not good for me. It all started with a craving for peanut butter, so I ate a bunch of peaut butter and knowing that I wasn't going to have a good weigh in, I didn't go to weight watchers and I missed the weigh in and ever since then it's been downhill. I keep telling myself I'm going to get back on track, I'm going to get back on track and I'm NOT...
Last night, I was HORRIBLE. i tracked points during the day, but then my mother went and got chinese good and I went COMPLETELY OFF. Ate two plates of chinese food, 3 oreos, 2 pop tarts and it was just disgusting when it was over, I FELT DISGUSTING...
it's like the more weight I gain, the more I want to binge eat because i'm so angry at myself for gainging weight and I know thats counterintuitie, but I'm just frustrated with myself.
I feel like I can never keep the weight off...on top of that, I'm having money problems, I'm tired of being broke and having to depend on my mother for money ( I'm 24 years old) I keep trying to call this place about a job, but that's another topic.
To put it bluntly, I need to get back on track seriously, but I feel like my mother isn't helping beause everytime I tell her that I want to finish weight watchers and get back on track, she asks me if I want to go out to eat or she brings Chinese food home or asks me "can you have this..." and it'll be some fattening food...I'm starting to think she WANTS me to over eat or something.
I know I can't blame her because she didn't shove the food down my throat, make me chew it and swallow it, but she isn't helping when she asks me these things or brings food home. I know I need to take responsibility and say no, but I am at the end of my rope.
There is no way I'm going to weigh in this week because it's humiliating.
Someone please help me to get back on track so that next week, next Friday I cna weigh in and have lost at least SOME of the five pounds I've gained.
PLEASE HELP ME!!!
I went and forced myself to weigh in last Thursday and I was up about 153.4 and I told myself, i'll get myself together and go weigh in next week and I'll have lost, but no...
It was 4th of july coming up and I knew that I would be missing my meeting because of the 4th of July, so I just went and binge ate because I told myself that