welshymamma
when will I be slim
I Need to get a grip and sort out my life.
I cant let food take over my life !!!!!
If Im happy I eat ,If im upset or sad I eat.
watch tv and eat !!!!!!!!! im addicted to food.
I was slim many years ago had childen and became fat ! my excuse was "well Ive had children .In my 30s bringing up 2 boys and working I let myself go ,I didnt matter and what I mess I became .Didnt matter what I looked like I never went out.
By the time I was in 40s I had no friends .I had never socialised I lost all my friends my self confidence .one day I overheard someone in work asking for me."Could I see Mrs Mc**" someone said you must have just walked past her ."what does she look like?" the reply was short fat and Ginger ..I was so upset .but its true ....
I have told myself I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING .I keep messing around with all these diets and im not loosing weight .My son is getting married 12 months a grand affair my daughter in law is stunning ,the image of her mother who was 17 when she had her.Im getting more and more depressed so what do I do eat ...I need friends to chat to to tell me "GET A GRIP"
I have a plan. waiting for my Celebrity slim shakes to come .I have been good today im typing this and not eating.
I am now Blonde and I wear 3 inch heels .I have stopped biting my nails.ITS THIS FOOD THING ,I had a birthday this week and my sons took me for a meal and got me stand with 24 cupcakes on I thought oh nooooooooo.All my family had a cake Still had 10 left and got really upset cause I realised I had no friends to share them with. so had to eat them myself .Im not a bad person im just fat.
I cant let food take over my life !!!!!
If Im happy I eat ,If im upset or sad I eat.
watch tv and eat !!!!!!!!! im addicted to food.
I was slim many years ago had childen and became fat ! my excuse was "well Ive had children .In my 30s bringing up 2 boys and working I let myself go ,I didnt matter and what I mess I became .Didnt matter what I looked like I never went out.
By the time I was in 40s I had no friends .I had never socialised I lost all my friends my self confidence .one day I overheard someone in work asking for me."Could I see Mrs Mc**" someone said you must have just walked past her ."what does she look like?" the reply was short fat and Ginger ..I was so upset .but its true ....
I have told myself I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING .I keep messing around with all these diets and im not loosing weight .My son is getting married 12 months a grand affair my daughter in law is stunning ,the image of her mother who was 17 when she had her.Im getting more and more depressed so what do I do eat ...I need friends to chat to to tell me "GET A GRIP"
I have a plan. waiting for my Celebrity slim shakes to come .I have been good today im typing this and not eating.
I am now Blonde and I wear 3 inch heels .I have stopped biting my nails.ITS THIS FOOD THING ,I had a birthday this week and my sons took me for a meal and got me stand with 24 cupcakes on I thought oh nooooooooo.All my family had a cake Still had 10 left and got really upset cause I realised I had no friends to share them with. so had to eat them myself .Im not a bad person im just fat.
