Laura's Epic Journey to Fat Freedom!

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Hi...been on here 2 days now and i'm addicted to reading up on whats going on and just seeing that i'm really not the only person going through this fat fighting trauma...you always feel alone but i don't feel that now. Ok so its not face to face but I don't care cuz everyone is so friendly and its easy to write out how you really feel isn't it? So this is Day 2 of my change in my lifestyle. I saw the Consultant last Friday and I've been put on the list for the Gastric Bypass. It was a major decision considering I initially went in for a Gastric Band but he recommended the bypass instead and after much reading and research I made the decision to go for it. My partner and I want to get married in 2012 and I wanna be slim for the photos! I have fought since I was 13 with my weight and i've now raised my white flag that I need help and here it is. So I am on the list and no doubt it will be some months before I get a date but until then I am going to try and lose some weight myself, I am going to Cuba for 2 weeks in 4 weeks today and i'd love to lose a stone or more for that. Anyway, had a good day today am going home in half hour to do my Wii Fitness Coach workout. Exciting! Then its chicken salad for din dins! xxxxx
 
Day 3....Day 2 was out of the office and I did really well until on my way through Victoria Station i was desperate for something to eat and i feel like such a fool I should have just bought a drink and suppressed the hunger. Dickhead!!! I get so annoyed with myself i'd had such a good day and even resisted the lunchtime freedom in town. I had a flapjack and some mccoys, so angry!!!! Anyway, failed even more today on Day 3 i just had some eggy bread. I don't know my self-control is not doing so great clearly!
 
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