Melting the fat

[super_skinny_me]

hi guys,

bit about me
age: 23
height: 5ft 4 (and a half )
highest weight: 13 stone 10lb
lowest weight: 8 stone 13lb
start weight: 12 stone 5.5lb
goal weight one: 9 stone 7 pound (size 10-12)
ultimate goal weight: 8 stone 4lb (size 8)

im currently on day four of the diet, going well so far not sure how ive made it this far but i have .

what i want from cdiet:
*to be able to say yes when a family event comes up i.e part, meal. day out and not say no again cos i look like a fat, minging slob
*no more thighs chafing, it hurts, its sore and humiliating
*to wear nice clothes (not the same big cardy and jeans i put on everyday)
*to feel good about myself
*to have sex with my clothes off
*to be able to go to family wedding next year in cyprus and not look like a whales washed up on beach
*to be able to set a date for my wedding
*to be able to walk to anywhere without looking like ive gone ten rounds with mike tyson ha
*be able to get my next tattoo on my side
*to go to the hospital and when i see consultant show him i can lose weight
*to feel like me again
*to prove to myself and everyone else who doubted me that i can do this!

Nicci x

 

[LovelyLauren]

Hi Nicci!

Welcome and good luck for your goals!!

Well done for reaching day 4 hun you've cracked it now!!

Bet you can't wait for your weigh in, you will get a nice surprise!! Xxx

 

[super_skinny_me]

Hi Nicci!

Welcome and good luck for your goals!!

Well done for reaching day 4 hun you've cracked it now!!

Bet you can't wait for your weigh in, you will get a nice surprise!! Xxx

Hi hun,

im chomping at the bit for my weigh in ha, sneakily weighed myself this morning and have showed a good loss already im over the moon!

first three days is definately the hardest, still having my doubting myself moments at whether i can do this for x amount of weeks but mostly feeling really strong and just taking it one day at a time, can be abit daunting looking at the bigger picture!

Nicci x

 

[LovelyLauren]

Tell me about it sweet!! Iv got 25 weeks to go lol!

But.... I want it and so do you so we can do it!

Try not to look too far ahead, congratulate yourself for each day you ss 100% and each weigh in you successfully lose weight!!

Wer all in it together chick keep smiling xxxx

 

[farmgirl]

Hello and welcome to the madhouse !
It sounds like you have made a good start and should be over the worst now
We are the same height and my ultimate goal is to be 9st7 too. Have to say I can't ever remember being 8st anything and it would be bloody amazing but I doubt I could do that (I guess that is the difference between 23 and 43 ).
I like your list of things you want from this diet and agree with many of them but the one that stands out is the one about 'feeling like Me again'. Such a simple sentence but so very powerful and a little sad.
How many of us have lost ourselves to this horrible problem. Oh well, we will
get there in the end.
Good luck and keep us posted
xxx

 

[*Shanny*]

Hello and welcome to Cd x

 

[super_skinny_me]

Hello and welcome to the madhouse !
It sounds like you have made a good start and should be over the worst now
We are the same height and my ultimate goal is to be 9st7 too. Have to say I can't ever remember being 8st anything and it would be bloody amazing but I doubt I could do that (I guess that is the difference between 23 and 43 ).
I like your list of things you want from this diet and agree with many of them but the one that stands out is the one about 'feeling like Me again'. Such a simple sentence but so very powerful and a little sad.
How many of us have lost ourselves to this horrible problem. Oh well, we will
get there in the end.
Good luck and keep us posted
xxx

Hi hun,

Wow youve done so well in such a short time. Have you 100% ss the whole way?

On this diet i find myself daydreaming about having a night in with loads of junk food and feel happy, but i could never give in to it (as ive done with every diet ive been on for last 10 years), what would be the point.......... 15 minutes of happiness? to then feel disgusted with myself for the rest of the day and have to restart cdiet? or not restart and carry on the way i was, i dread to think where id end up! its so very sad that at 23 years of age what gets me excited and happy is a night in bingeing on bad food its craziness. this is me over riding those rubbish thoughts once and for all with thoughts of all the fun ive forgotten i can get out of life by spending time with friends/family and the basic things in life, feeling good about myself, wearing a pretty top, going swimming, going on beach holiday, etc i've made a promise to myself to do this, I AM WORTH IT, and i'm not going to let myself down anymore!!

Nicci x

 

[super_skinny_me]

Hello and welcome to Cd x

Thankyou Shanny

 

[16to10]

Welcome Nicci, I admire your determination. You will definitely do well on the diet with your strong attitude.

 

[super_skinny_me]

Welcome Nicci, I admire your determination. You will definitely do well on the diet with your strong attitude.

thanks hun, i don't know where it's come from to be honest but i'm not gonna question it too much haha. ide do anything to transport x amount of weeks ahead like but i think i need to experience the ups and downs of this, its whats gonna help me maintain knowing what ive gone through to get there

nicci x

 

[GalwayMum]

Hi nicci
Not stalking you, just joined here too! For added inspiration!

 

[super_skinny_me]

Hi nicci
Not stalking you, just joined here too! For added inspiration!

haha you get yourself about as well eh need all the support we can get hun sometimes the buddy groups abit lacking shall we say . The thing is since starting this ive had so many email buddies etc and theyve just dropped off cos they havent stuck to the diet it is a bit discourageing but at the same time makes me feel proud that ive stuck to this and how well im doing so spurs me on more if you know what i mean? only joined here yesterday but i love it

how you getting on today? do you feel any better than yesterday?

day five for me can't believe it

nicci x

 

[GalwayMum]

Much much better, thanks! 6.38lbs down and well worth it! Day 3 was really tough but today (day 4) is waay better.

We can totally do this!

 

[super_skinny_me]

Much much better, thanks! 6.38lbs down and well worth it! Day 3 was really tough but today (day 4) is waay better.

We can totally do this!

are you gonna join christmas challenge hun? have you been updating your ticker daily? ive been weighing daily but won't change ticker til ive done each week officially incase i jinx it what day are you weighing in?

nicci x

 

[GalwayMum]

I will update everyday, because i find the small losses motivate me!
I'm weighing in with CDC on Tuesday but started diet on Wednesday...
You?

The Xmas challenge here or over there? I need all the challenges I can get!

 

[super_skinny_me]

the xmas challenge on here its a new thread just started today in the cambridge section. i started on a tuesday morning so weighing every tuesday morning (feels like a proper week to me). what time will you weigh in on tuesday?

nicci x

 

[Jessica Rabbit72]

Hey Nicci - welcome to CD and keep up the good work the weight will be off in no time
xxx

 

[super_skinny_me]

Hey Nicci - welcome to CD and keep up the good work the weight will be off in no time
xxx

Thanks hun

well nearing the end of day five today and ive stayed strong. oh has pizza for tea when he brings that in im not gonna have to worry about cd anymore cos i'm gonna drown in me own saliva :8855:

ive been weighing myself everyday and have had good loss so far, thing im worried about is that ive got an underactive thyroid and didnt realise i had run out of tablets (thought ide just lost a blister) so havent taken my thryroxine for two days and no chance of getting any until tuesday now! hope its not gonna slow my losses down

Doing okay, had a nightmare i ate on my fifth day, well thankfully that hasnt come true would love to taste something yummy in my mouth! just thinking i'll be having two days off at xmas (xmas day and boxing day) so looking forward to that lol.

nicci x

 

[Tessieg1]

Hi Hon, welcome to the boards. Have just had a read of your diary and you are doing so well. Your first post really resonated with me - the reasons why. I hope you achieve every one of your goals.

I also have an underactive thyroid and I too haven't taken my tabs for two days as I've run out. Getting my tabs tomorrow though, thankfully. Don't think it will do too much damage, though. Well, I hope not anyway.:cross:

Look forward to following your journey.