Ok, who's idea was it...

[Cookeh]

... for me to cheat in a big way this week? Oh wait, it was MINE, that's right... >.< Aarrgghh!! What an idiot I am. Although I have been back on track for 3 days now I am struggling. I'm not any hungrier, in fact on day 1 again I had no appetite at all (which was nice after being starving for 18 weeks lol) but what I *do* have is cravings and being the numpty I am it just so happens to be TOTM in a day or two so those cravings are compounded -.-

Every day I feel like walking over to the garage for something to munch on but I just know in my heart it doesn't taste like I remember and I'll just be annoyed at having to keep starting over. So, although Im supplementing LT to get me over this initial week, I'm determined to hang in there. Weighed myself today and am 2lbs over, water weight I guess as I really didn't eat a lot but it was all sugar haha, so am no longer sure I'll manage a STS this week as planned on Sunday. *sigh* Just giving you girls a heads up in case I log in here on Sunday whinging about my own stupidity.

On a side note, I just wanted to share with you that when I started my diet I had a pair of "thin" jeans in my wardrobe that I only ever managed to wear when I got to my previous lowest weight of around 14st. I put them on yesterday and they are now my fat jeans!! \o/ They pretty much fell straight down! woohoo, what a fab feeling that was.

And just one more thing, seeing as Im here, two people (online friends) told me yesterday I don't look my age, that I look younger One friend even said I looked about 30 I love him forever now *obviously* haha and it truly did make my day. That's the first compliment I've had since losing weight and I was beaming even if it is a wee stretch of the imagination (I'm 40), I'll take it!!

Ok, I'll stop blethering now! xx

 

[FrozenAngel]

Awh hun,

It's good you've stuck with it. I'm struggling, it's the smells of food in this house. My mums just made a lovely dinner lol so I made my dad go clean everything up so I'm not even tempted.

And yay! WTG on the jeans, that's awesome. Must of made you feel ton better.
My mum found jeans of mine from 5years ago and they fit me, I was exicted lol. Now I'm wanting a smaller pair. I look like the bag woman with huge baggy clothes.

It's always good when someone says you look younger. I got ID'd for smokes the other week. lol by some hot Aussie working in the shop. I was like aww thanks, sure you can have my ID... lol or number, or anything. lols.

 

[so so hopefull]

lol @ the above. i like the jean thing today i found i can fit into one leg of my old size 30 jeans while wearing my new slightly baggy 16 jeans lol x x x

 

[Tammy71]

Wow that is just amazing Sosohopeful. Looks like you are doing a brilliant job and are a real inspiration

 

[so so hopefull]

thanks tammy although the credit really goes to lipotrim lol are you on lipotrim? if so how are you getting on x x