kazz
Gold Member
I have gone completely mental lately, I decided to do CD ( eh, for like the gazillionth time!) and couldnt be bothered with it. The truth is I want food, I enjoy food, I want to eat and I want to lose weight so here I am again!!
I have started seeing a new man, I met him at my friends wedding. Typically, he is a skinny wippet and eats watever he wants, which means that we have had plenty of 'movie nights' with my daughter, where we have scoffed lots of sweets etc (he likes his sweets....bad boy!!). We have a fab time together, and this might be too much info for some, but although the sex is fab, I know it would be better if I felt better about me. I cant do CD, one of the reasons being my heart isnt in it, therefore I would not be able to justify doing it to anyone else, which is a big deal to me, even though I shouldnt have to justify the diet etc, the fact that I know one comment from someone will have be going, yea your right is not good!!
So here I am, I weighed 14 stone 4 this morning, I am going on holidays on August 25th to Spain. Spain is good for my diet cos fresh fruit & veg is in abundance where I will be and my parents have brought my juicer over there as well....I would love to have lost a stone by then, but that is probably very unrealistic on WW!! I am toying with the idea of joining WW online, £49.95 for 3 months seems ok, I cant be bothered with the meetings. I get sooo bored queing up to be weighed and in the past it just gave me an excuse to not go!!
Wish me luck this time round people...