Va Va Voom
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Lets just start by saying that I love food, I love it......a lot.
I have eaten myself to a shocking 22st 0.5lb and by eating, I should say dieting! I know that sounds crazy but I diet for a little while then miss all the foods I love so binge and then can't manage to get myself back onto said diet so every single day I tell myself "I'll start tomorrow" and then proceed to eat all around me because I knew it wouldn't be an option tomorrow (but tomorrow never came so every day was the same and my weight got higher and higher)
I am hoping this way of eating will be the key to my psychological issues with food.
So I started yesterday at 5pm. I decided (with DH's help) that a 5pm till 5pm timeslot would be best suited to me as I never have to go an entire day on a diet (at least to begin with anyway)
I have to say that by 3pm I was hungry but I knew I only had to last until 5pm for dinner and I managed to do it! A whole 24hours on only 500 cals! and it wasn't bad at all. I really, truly feel like I have finally found a plan that can "cure" me lol
So it's now my up day until 5pm tomorrow.
I'm going to try not to weigh myself too much as it only disheartens me. I have my start weight and that's the main thing.
Now in saying that, I am the weighing queen so this may not last, but I hope it does. Sure we'll see. I really want the big surprise when I finally do decide to weigh myself
I have eaten myself to a shocking 22st 0.5lb and by eating, I should say dieting! I know that sounds crazy but I diet for a little while then miss all the foods I love so binge and then can't manage to get myself back onto said diet so every single day I tell myself "I'll start tomorrow" and then proceed to eat all around me because I knew it wouldn't be an option tomorrow (but tomorrow never came so every day was the same and my weight got higher and higher)
I am hoping this way of eating will be the key to my psychological issues with food.
So I started yesterday at 5pm. I decided (with DH's help) that a 5pm till 5pm timeslot would be best suited to me as I never have to go an entire day on a diet (at least to begin with anyway)
I have to say that by 3pm I was hungry but I knew I only had to last until 5pm for dinner and I managed to do it! A whole 24hours on only 500 cals! and it wasn't bad at all. I really, truly feel like I have finally found a plan that can "cure" me lol
So it's now my up day until 5pm tomorrow.
I'm going to try not to weigh myself too much as it only disheartens me. I have my start weight and that's the main thing.
Now in saying that, I am the weighing queen so this may not last, but I hope it does. Sure we'll see. I really want the big surprise when I finally do decide to weigh myself