I don't want to go back far to be honest. Just a week. That was the moment when i changed. If I go back 8 years, 10 years, 15 years I was a lot more overweight and bullied. If I go back anywhere between 8 and 4 years I was very overweight and hating it, if i go back up to 3 years I was mostly depressed. But last week was a turning point, with some help from a certain musician, I can to realise I should appreciate who i have become and accept what I look like, last week was the first time i went out with my arms showing and really wasn't thinking "people are staring at me". And I did it on the day I was meeting the very same musician that made me realise I could now accept who I was. No wonder I stared crying on his shoulder. But yeah, thats all I want to go back because this week has been the happiest I have been in a long time if not ever.