xSinead
Silver Member
So this past week has been the worst week i can remember since i was about 14.
I spent all of last weekend drinking, binging, throwing up, crying, and then repeating it all again until yesterday. I guess it didn't help having to be around my mums boyfriend alot at the start of the week, he called me a 'fat *****' & told me thats what i will ALWAYS be, so this diet was pointless. In a way it didn't affect me because he's not a part of my life, but in another way it really did affect me because now that i've lost 4 stone in just 15 weeks its really opened my eyes as to how people are towards me. Nobody called me fat 15 weeks ago, at least not to my face, so why now? Jealousy maybe? I don't know.. I dusted myself off though, came back to my own house with my amazing girlfriend who really is the best part of my life, and i got weighed today and i had stayed the same as last week, so i'm thrilled with that. Back on track now and i WILL have an amazing loss next week.
I spent all of last weekend drinking, binging, throwing up, crying, and then repeating it all again until yesterday. I guess it didn't help having to be around my mums boyfriend alot at the start of the week, he called me a 'fat *****' & told me thats what i will ALWAYS be, so this diet was pointless. In a way it didn't affect me because he's not a part of my life, but in another way it really did affect me because now that i've lost 4 stone in just 15 weeks its really opened my eyes as to how people are towards me. Nobody called me fat 15 weeks ago, at least not to my face, so why now? Jealousy maybe? I don't know.. I dusted myself off though, came back to my own house with my amazing girlfriend who really is the best part of my life, and i got weighed today and i had stayed the same as last week, so i'm thrilled with that. Back on track now and i WILL have an amazing loss next week.