Jezebella
Playing the Angel
Since starting LL, I have had the best quality sleep Ive had in years. Proper, deep, wake up feeling refreshed sleep. The first few days I recall having the odd dream with food in it. I seem to recall Daisydoll, mentioning food dreams occurring. Last nights was very strage however. I have been 100% abstinent and plan to stay that way. Last night though, I dreamt, that I cheated, not once but multiple times, shoving all sorts off food into my mouth and eating it, some was enjoyable, some was not, and the guilt was overwhelming and I woke up really angry with myself thinking how could you cheat after being so good!!! Luckily realised it was just a dream and I am still abstinent. Anyone else ever experience this, is it my subconscious wanting to cheat??? Feel rather confused about it all.
Jez
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Jez
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