Where do I start without sounding like am begging , am a mother a wife a daughter a work collegue ...... A fat ugly pathetic pig !!!!! I so know what to do I so know that I need get back on track I just can't and today I have just realized this is all me abd me alone daily i watch my kids spend all day Playing I spend all day sitting eating watching Telly feeling sorry for myself , I keep myself to myself put on a happy face when inside I feel like crap I feel low and alone , feel know one bothers about me and as I wrote this it sounds so pathetic do I hoped maybe someone who had a little time could help me please just a wee but support help me get back on track thanks for reading xxx