¡¡ʎǝuɹnoɾ s,ǝpuolqǝǝzʇıp - same old, same old!

[ditzeeblonde]

Ok.. so maybe I'm just a bit wierd... I have this thing about the night before my kids birthday, its the night my body was doing something incredible, the night before I got to meet one of the most important people in my life!

Tonight is 3 years on from when I was in labour with my little girl! My little girl who tests me, who makes me believe in me, who makes me feel like a girl & who I love with every fibre that I have! I got myself a bottle of fizz, a nice meal & settled down to relive 3 yrs ago!!

OH has been at Goodwood races all day today & got back at 1000 to come in & kiss me goodnight as he was tired..... he doesn't normally pee me off but I was kinda.... 3 years ago our baby girl was on her way into the world & I was really looking forward to reliving the night before with him, to me its an amazing evening the night before my kids were born & I was really disappointed that he's been out all day, I've been packing for the holiday, I've been organising everything for AJ's birthday & he swans in & goes to bed!!

Am I being unreasonable?? I guess its a bit petty to think that me remembering what was going on in my body 3 yrs ago would have any relevance to anyone else... just a shame as I'm toasting my baby girl I'm on my own doing it!!!

God how selfish am I????

 

[ditzeeblonde]

Eh up chuck...tis me ha ha you didnt recognise me did ya.....this tent is a great camouflage ya knows!!!

Your like a little army cadet swaddled in a dinky bell tent!!

 

[clarri]

Aw, you can toast it tomorrow. Men cant begin to have that feeling or memory like you can. But I bet tomorrow you will be celebrating together.
Major hugs.
Oh, and what a wonderful Mum you are. xxx

 

[ditzeeblonde]

Thanks Clarri I feel kinda stupid & selfish for posting that but its a major bloomin' thing us girlies do the night/days before the little ones arrive & I can't help but feel incredibly emotional about it!!

In OH's favour... he normally stays over but has not drunk & driven home tonight so he'd be back for her birthday so I guess I'm waffling on about nothing!! xxxxxxxxxxx

 

[ditzeeblonde]

My baby girl is 3 today!! Happy birthday Amalie Jae!

I've been awake since 0430... far too excited to get back to sleep, its like waiting for Christmas! xx

 

[cherl889]

Oh darling and up late texting me!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEAUTIFUL AJ :birthday:
I hope she has an amazing day hun, and you too as i know how excited you are and how much work has gone into it. Have a slice of cake for me!!!!
And dont go tomorrow without saying bye first.
Love you babe.
xxxx

 

[LVLLM]

happy birthday aj!!!!! ooh linz get lots of piccies xxxx

 

[cherl889]

Ahh yes piccies hun. Pink and sparkly day to you all

 

[clarri]

Happy Birthday AJ. xx

 

[Cinta]

Happy birythday AJ

 

[ditzeeblonde]

Thanks guys... we've had a fab day, all a bit overwhelming for a little 3 yr old!!

Off on our jollybobs tomorrow so will catch up with you all in two weeks time!

Keep my diary warm for me please...... xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[Curlz]

Happy Birthday to DD chuck..ah bet she had a grand day...

Have a lotta lotta fun on yer hols hunny..see you in 2wks xx

 

[Quak]

Hope you have a brilliant holiday
Bren xxxxxxxxxx

 

[cherl889]

Have a brilliant hoilday hun and i'll see you when you get back........Woooohooooo Im gonna meet Linz in the flesh!!!!

 

[Cinta]

Have a wonderful holiday Linz, 'see' you in 2 weeks x

 

[Jim]

Poor Linz, or should that be poor cheryl

 

[cherl889]

Pmsl.........Thanks Jim! I think its more like the poor area we are in!!!

 

[LVLLM]

oh i want to meet too bah lol

 

[cherl889]

Come on then. YOu can come to

 

[LVLLM]

thanks