OMG Linz, I could shake you for saying that! What you have achieved is totally amazing - what does it matter how you got here, only that you did. Wouldn't it have been so much easier to keep going as you were, bury your head in the sand, and hope that it would all go away - as we all do/did to a certain extent?
I want you to acknowledge that you faced your demons head-on, sorted your eating, and THEN, sorted a back-up plan!
Repeat after me 'I am a totally amazing woman and an inspiration to everyone who knows me' or I'll be round there!!!!