Completely understand where you're coming from, but you've got to stick with it, the number of times I've been tempted to call in and get a takeaway on the way home. Or tonight my OH had just sat and had a whole pizza to himself, was so tempted to ask for a bite!
But I didn't, I sat and had my soup which I'd made tastier with some herbs and a little bouillon stock to add some flavour.
We started exante around the same time and have a similar amount to lose, and I've managed to lose a good bit already. It's taken a lot of willpower but I feel pretty damn good for even losing what I have, and can see that actually it is possible!
We all want to achieve the same thing, and we're all here doing it together! We all have off days, but get back on it the very next day.
Draw a line under it and move forward to the next day, in the long run you'll just see it as a bit of a blip xxx