I dunno what is wrong with me actually I do don't get me wrong I absolutely love the porridge but in a way killed it ??? I can't stand it no more but the thought of it just sends me off the rails I dunno if that makes sense to be honest I don't think I can understand it myself arrgggghhh
Because of the sight of the porridge (that's all I've got right now) i just have no will power no motivation no nothing, where as when I did shakes n bars I got myself to 12st...
I read aarons diary and the last post he added actually was spot on that boy is talking alot of sense (will visit diaries later) thanks Aaron
Sooo I'm back today and yes I've got 3 porridges and my last bar I won't fail today I may just make the porridge watery just to shove it down and pretend it's some Nasty meds from the gp for my messed up head
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I'm not really this confused - honest ;-) just blaming the porridge for sending me loopy actually I think a straw may just do the trick could guzzle it down quicker that way maybe?? Mmm
Right shower, porridge (yuk) then work
One last word my new inspiration are the new girls on exante u totally rock please send me some will power
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your all putting me to shame ;-) well done though
Catch u later lovelys x x