Aww bless you - id prob cry like a total loser lol.
I will be up but ill just start again on Monday - ill obv try reign it in over the weekend where I can but its not going to be anywhere near good!
He said he was poorly but I think he just couldn't be arsed lol.
Im just fed up, house is a mess and dirty and dusty, £500 on my car the week before pay day, ive bought the boy nothing for his birthday, im starting to get really nervous and worked up about seeing HER, my dad got in touch on sunday after 3 months of silence, I should be studying for an exam (not that I can afford to book it!) but haven't started and its a month tomorrow!
I just want to run away but don't have anywhere to go, nor money or transport to get there!
x