Emma3334
Silver Member
Hello ladies,
Sorry I have been quiet as you have read I didn't have a good time at all.
BUT!!!! went to Fat club as I affectionately/loathingly call it and I had lost 5lbs!!!!!!!!! I couldn't believe it, I have never lost that much not even in my first week! It cant of even been because of him as that only started Wednesday night and I get weighed on a Thursday! 5 Bl**dy pound!!
Im not half a pound away from 2 stone! and 3 away from being in the 13s!! It made me feel so much better!
To fill you in Paulam - I saw him on Friday night and we talked but it was just so so sad, we both just said we weren't happy and it was making each other sad (im sorry sad is my favourite word at the moment) and although we both love each other so much it isn't a reason to stay together (just like you said). Its hard though because its amicable theres no reason to hate him etc so I just miss him.
Since Thursday Ive been so up and down I had pate as a post weigh in treat, then nothing on Friday (then had a dodgy tummy - nerves I think) then Saturday I was going to my friends in Sheffield/Barnsley and still couldn't eat but they wouldn't let me drink until Id eaten so I made us all slimmingworld pizzas!
Smoked salmon, rocket and cream cheese for 2 of us, and rocket, goats cheese and balsamic vinegar for the veggie with loads of frylite roasties. They said it was the nicest pizza theyd had (even if theyre lying it made me feel nice)
Then the problem occurred.... we drank 6 bottles of fizz and 2 bottles of wine... between 3 of us! Now I was clearly in some random state of shock as I didn't even feel drunk. I was made to get a kebab on the way home, but I ordered chicken shish kebab with loads of salad, luckily the garlic sauce down there is gross so I didn't eat that and by the time we got home I started crying so only ate the salad! BONUS!!
I didn't have anything on sunday to eat, yesterday I didn't manage brekkie or lunch but made my mum (a tactic to get me to eat) a lovely tea.
Carbonnara but with salmon its gorgeous even if I do say so myself!
Salmon, oven roasted, quark/philly lightest, onions, green beans, garlic, salt and pepper n a teeny bit of pesto! Yum!
Big loves to you for being so fab and caring!
Sorry I have been quiet as you have read I didn't have a good time at all.
BUT!!!! went to Fat club as I affectionately/loathingly call it and I had lost 5lbs!!!!!!!!! I couldn't believe it, I have never lost that much not even in my first week! It cant of even been because of him as that only started Wednesday night and I get weighed on a Thursday! 5 Bl**dy pound!!
Im not half a pound away from 2 stone! and 3 away from being in the 13s!! It made me feel so much better!
To fill you in Paulam - I saw him on Friday night and we talked but it was just so so sad, we both just said we weren't happy and it was making each other sad (im sorry sad is my favourite word at the moment) and although we both love each other so much it isn't a reason to stay together (just like you said). Its hard though because its amicable theres no reason to hate him etc so I just miss him.
Since Thursday Ive been so up and down I had pate as a post weigh in treat, then nothing on Friday (then had a dodgy tummy - nerves I think) then Saturday I was going to my friends in Sheffield/Barnsley and still couldn't eat but they wouldn't let me drink until Id eaten so I made us all slimmingworld pizzas!
Smoked salmon, rocket and cream cheese for 2 of us, and rocket, goats cheese and balsamic vinegar for the veggie with loads of frylite roasties. They said it was the nicest pizza theyd had (even if theyre lying it made me feel nice)
Then the problem occurred.... we drank 6 bottles of fizz and 2 bottles of wine... between 3 of us! Now I was clearly in some random state of shock as I didn't even feel drunk. I was made to get a kebab on the way home, but I ordered chicken shish kebab with loads of salad, luckily the garlic sauce down there is gross so I didn't eat that and by the time we got home I started crying so only ate the salad! BONUS!!
I didn't have anything on sunday to eat, yesterday I didn't manage brekkie or lunch but made my mum (a tactic to get me to eat) a lovely tea.
Carbonnara but with salmon its gorgeous even if I do say so myself!
Salmon, oven roasted, quark/philly lightest, onions, green beans, garlic, salt and pepper n a teeny bit of pesto! Yum!
Big loves to you for being so fab and caring!