I'm back.....at last!
I've been so busy and eating badly for the past few weeks but enough is enough! I'm not as bad as I was in fact I don't think I ever will be thank god, but I'm not eating well and it scares me. I haven't been scoffing dominos like in the past but this weekend was ridiculous....a complete binge if I'm honest, pizza, chips, wine, huge bag of doritos, creamy pastas....I feel disgusting!
Weighed in at 270lbs this morning which annoyed me as I was down to 265 a fortnight ago.
Anyway, nothing like a few trips / birthdays / a fear of forever singledom to spur me on!
Going for a healthy shop tomorrow after work and I'm setting myself a goal...it's a bit far fetched but here goes.
Mini goal of 255lbs by my birthday on September 16th which leaves me basically a stone to lose in a month...doable I hope!
I want to have lost 40lbs from now to Christmas...which would bring me to 230lbs. I know I'm being defeatest already as I don't think I could reach that goal but it's good to reach for the stars anyway I guess.
Another reason why I'm going to start now is because I need some more work clothes and winter coats etc soon and goddamnit I'm not buying a size 18 / 20!!!
I'm sick of being so bloody unhealthy! I'v to climb four sets of stairs one after other to get to the train after work and my legs are literally like jelly and Im out of breath after, it's just not right.
Here we go! x x