Hi diary,
I am feeling so good and happy. well im usually always happy as I have 2 beautiful children and a great husband but today Im feeling even happier.
day 4 of refeed and its going great, I feel so in control of what I'm eating and my future weight loss. I have decided that I wont be going back on tfr as my husband is very against it, he worries and I have a few moments where I felt weak during tfr. I found it difficult not eating with my children at meal times, and making up excuses why I wasnt eating as didnt want to tell them that I wasnt eating to lose weight, last thing I want is them to think thats the way to go.
Anyway since I started refeeding I have weighed myself everyday to check Im not gaining, so far I have lost a pound and a half. happy with that. so close to being in the 12s, hope that I get there before going on holiday in 13 days. Think its all in my head, when im in the 12s I feel so much thinner, even if I'm 12st 13lbs. lol.
I'm now exercising everyday and feel great in myself and my body feels better, I love the feeling after you have had a workout. Just done around 40mins so now its time to do the housework and then my essay.
Guess now I see food as fuel that my body needs, I only want to give it what it needs to be healthy. Why didnt I think this way when I would eat loads of chocolate and cake etc. Really looking forward to having an apple today. woohoo, never thought I would look forward to that, lol.
oh dont know if I mentioned that I am no longer obese and will never be again ever ever. I'm just in the overweight category by 0.5 but will be working my way to a healthy bmi until I get there.
Hope every1 has a great day.