So just back from a lovely meal at the beefeater, boy am I proud of myself!! Although am Suffering a little!
So I had a plan of exactly what I was going to eat and how many syns that would be, I enjoyed a starter and a main and it was all lovely! Pudding came around and I had none, my better half shared a hot fudge cake with his sister, it pained me a little as it looked so good, but I want to be 100% for the best part of a year which will then hopefully get me where I want.... Instead of doing this half hearted and having to do it for 2,3,4,5 odd years!
I'm at 13 syns today, I feel bad for this, I'm under my 15 I know, but why do I feel like I've been bad?? Maybe it's because I barely get to 10 syns a day...
Having said all that I'm so badly craving cake!!! There's a huge slice of synful birthday cake in the kitchen which is calling me name LOUD! I do NOT want to touch it! I might have to have a hot choc which will put me at 15 syns... :s not sure how o feel about that but surely it's better than having that cake?!
30 mins exercise planned for tomorrow ready for WI Wednesday... I've had great losses for my first three weeks (feels like I've been doing it way longer tho) so im wondering when I'm going to start hitting that slow drag of 1-2lbs a week?! Hopefully not for a little while yet but I guess it'll happen soon, I'm nearly 1.5 stone down in 4 weeks!
I feel a bit sad and deflated now lol
On the plus side I've not touched those blooming scales today!