Lady_Amalthea
Looking for Slimville!
Had every intention of updating properly yesterday but ended up having a massive argument/fall out with my dad and went to stay at my sister's. I am back home now and we are just going to forget all about it etc but atmosphere still feels awkward. Also, was meant to be going to a 25th Wedding Anniversary party tonight (my little sister's inlaws) but my mum has been ill (sickness bug she thinks) and is no longer going so I'll have to go on my own. My little sister will be there when I get there but I feel sick about the thought of having to walk in to the venue on my own and try to find her. I've text to see if she can meet me outside but she's at the vow re-new ceremony thingy just now then going for a sit down meal after before the night reception so not sure if she'll have time to even look at her phone. But I can't let her down and not turn up because her partner's side of the family are horrible to her and I just feel like she'll be getting left out and b*tched about all day...gonna need to just pluck up the courage to get over this silly anxiety.