Good Morning everyone!! (Sent from my lovely kingsize memory foam bed
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Thank you very much for the well wishes.
I went on my managers meeting yesterday which was horrible as a presentation that I had spent 4 months working on as part of a group was pulled to bits by senior management and they were very rude along with it!
I went back to my hotel afterwards and went straight to see my General Manager (who had literally just returned from her holiday) and told her that I was burning myself out and got extremely upset and explained what I needed to be able to sort myself out. I have delegated some of my smaller jobs to reception and instantly felt better.
My GM has given me a day off paid today and is taking me up to Dalby forest and then out for the day so I can relax. I told her (because I didn't want to bother her) that I had been poorly and she was upset that I hadn't told her and said that I need to strike a work/life balance and that we can sort that out and I also told her about my Dad who is still not very well and she gave me some leave on the 28th.
So therefore, I feel tonnes better already, my week food wise has been an utter and total write off, I can't get to WI tomorrow due to my shift pattern (again) as I need to attend a disciplinary hearing for a member of restaurant staff. I have tried to eat the best I can and have made informed choices but eating with management etc wasn't easy and there was nothing healthy! As I have today off and there is a meeting tonight I don't know if I should go. I am pretty sure that I need to bite the bullet and pack the meetings in and go it alone as I really can't get to them!
I have been having some Lucozade tablets which my Doctor told me to for a few days to sort things and I do feel better (I didn't until I got to the end of my tether yesterday....) but I am in a bit of a muddle as to what I should do!
Thanks once again for your well wishes, very much appreciated!
Ruth
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