Easter Sunday - No days off
When I started back on SW 6 weeks ago it was because I had made a pact with my boss that we'd give up cake and biscuits for Lent. I thought that if I was going to that sort effort I may as well make it as a whole regime of healthy eating.
So, today it ends. Lent is over and I can scoff all the cake in the World without feeling like I'm cheating the boss lady.
I don't want it. In all honesty I've not craved either thing once. I thought it was going to be a mental battle between me and the bakery but it hasn't been one little bit.
It's generally thought it takes 30 days to break or create a habit. Now I didn't habitually eat cake or biscuits so I've not really broken any habit it's just that if they were on offer I'd quite happily have them. So in the 45 days of Lent what I've actually done is create a new habit. One where I say no to things happily and don't feel I'm punishing myself in doing so.
Along the way I've managed to add in other good habits too. Drinking hot water and lemon every morning to detoxify. Writing down everything I ever eat and being completely honest about it. Learning not to lie to myself (or others i.e. you lot) about how happy or unhappy I am with what's going on with my weight and my feelings.
I'm also trying to start liking myself ahead of reaching target so that when I eventually get there in a year or so I'll be comfy with feeling good.
So, now I've created a few habits I need to find some more to work on over the next 30 days:
- To get up when I wake up. I normally start checking twitter and email from bed and then stay there for the rest of the morning.
- To actually take some exercise. I've said this several times before in earlier diaries but I have to do it. I will never reach target by just changing my eating. I will eventually plateau and probably give up
- To do my Bingo Busters. I've been rubbish at this. I've now downloaded an app on my iPhone that is running a countdown and tells me what I have left to do before 28th May (6990 for the record)
- To learn to walk in high heels or doing something with my leg muscles so that wearing them for more than 2 hours doesn't leave my crippled for days after
- To smile. Often. I had my teeth whitened so I'm not ashamed of them any more. Now I just need to find happy thoughts to crack a wide one as often as possible
That's it for now. We have 11 guests coming over for our annual Easter family dinner. With the two of us that makes 13 at teh table. Very Last Supper but completely unintentional as we had some dropouts at the last minute (we usually have about 20 people!!). I've spread the word that I don't want Easter eggs this year and hopefully they're all bringing me Alpen Lights or mini eggs for my treat box. we're having a roast and we've made loads of SW puddings.
Last day off work tomorrow. I don't normally get bank holidays as on newspapers they're just any othe rworking day so I've really enjoyed having a long weekend. Not really looking forward to next weekend as it's double shift for the R*yal Wedding. Erk.
Hope you're all having a great day whether you've given yourself Easter off for chocolate or not. Stay strong girlies.
Zxx