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Hello sweethearts,
Had a quick look round and you all appear to be doing really well and there's lots of beautiful new avatars on your diaries to look at. Well done for keeping at it, it is definitely worth it!
Been off track for three months and have gained......17lbs. Bloody 'ell.
Had an amazing holiday (even though was already about 10lbs up by then!), Sweden is an amazingly beautiful country and I wold recommend a visit to anyone. I managed not to put on any weight whilst there but just kept on gaining before and after.
I've just had a manic weekend with one wedding on Friday and another on Sunday. Weekend was ACE, although I drank a LOT of lager and stayed at a B&B so had a few cooked breakfasts too.
And while I had a great time, my dresses (bought 17lb ago) were too tight really and I was kicking myself for letting myself get back this way, back into the obese category and definitely back into size 16.
So here I am, back again. I have been dithering about coming onto Minimins several times over the past few months and each time:
a) was too embarrassed to admit the gain to everyone
b) told myself I would just lose the gain and then come back and say how I'd STS...
Meanwhile the 3lb gain became 7lb, became 10lb, 1 stone and now here I am. It is terrifying really at how easy it is to gain and slip back into my old binge eating ways.
And I have realised that while I used to whinge about an STS, I only wish I had stuck to plan-ish and STS over the past few months rather than falling off the wagon so completely and utterly. No use crying over spilt milk, but I will appreciate 'not gaining' almost as much as big losses from now on (or at least I will try to!)
So I am back, tail between my legs but determined to be as light by Christmas as i was last Christmas - if not lighter!
Slow and steady wins the race. First challenge - day one back on plan...