I have been checking everyday and wondering what had happened to you.
I had a contract with a gym, and I posponed it for 6 months (it went down to £5 a month for 6 months). Or, another idea is to write a letter to say that you will be cancelling your direct debit and ending your contract as your financial circunstances have changed and you can't afford it. They can't make you pay.
I am wondering if you set yourself a too bigger challenge and when you had a tiny slip up, then everything spiraled. It is okay to be human and mess up.
I have been desperately dieting for years and I am still the same weight as normal. I just can't sort myself out. I only have a stone to loose but it is soo hard, isn't it?
Walk back into your SW meeting with your head held high. You will be fine.X