I don't know myself tbh, we're best friends, I like him probably more than as a friend and I know he still likes me like that but I don't really want to be anymore, not yet anyway, but now his ex crush is back on the scene and is now apparently showing an interest in him, it's made me half jealous but also half not sure what I want. So I left it up to him, he could wait forever and i dont change my mind on the relationship front or he can go do whatever, cos right now I don't know if i love him enough to be more than friends, or whether that's just my psycho ex and the damage he left in my brain.