Girls
I know Ive been doing my diary since last Feb but for the benefit of those who are newer Im going to almost start it again with me being back to day 5 It may be easier so here goes.........................................
Well today is day 5 back on the Cambridge wagon.
As most of you know I lost over 6 stone last year from Feb 2012 to Aug 2012 however after my Sept wedding , Vegas honeymoon and then Xmas I sabotaged my own efforts and made the huge mistake of not thinking about how to maintain
I went back to my old ways and have put several Stone back on ( around 4 from my lowest weight ) Thankfully I haven't put it all back on so I know I will get to goal much quicker this time.
I plan to do SS for as long as I can, I do enjoy the porridge, the soups and the bars. I use tetras for convenience for work ( I work on trains ) I do like most of the products which is just as well.
It has taken me from Sept to get back in the zone but at last I don't feel as though I am missing out. I
am choosing to do this. I am doing this because I loved how I felt last Aug and I liked how I looked way more than I would Like any food I could eat................ That good feeling makes this the right choice for me and here I am at last back to day 5.
Im sure we all know your mind has to be in the right place for VLCD and until now mine hasnt been there.
I have set my goal at 11.3 which was my initial goal last year, I started at 17.3. I know when I get to 11.3 I will want to get lighter just as I did last year but Its the mental thing of having got to a 6 stone loss last year I want it just as bad now if not more than I did then.
My focus last year was my wedding and I ended up having to buy more than 1 wedding dress and then having to have the newest dress altered soooooooooooooo Much because I just kept losing
My wedding was a HUGE motivation so I've been thinking about things to keep me motivated again and here we go....
* Trip to London with my daughter in March ( Her birthday and mothers day weekend )
* My 40th Birthday July ( weekend away )
* Wedding anniversary / holiday to Egypt ( we fly on our 1 year anniversary )
* XMAS 2013 ( Ive never been as slim as I would like at xmas )
I want to be slim for all of the above, I wont be at goal by my March trip but I will be well on my way.
I WILL be at goal by my 40th which then gives me a while to get used to maintaining before our holiday, I will then come back and be used to maintnance as a way of life.
We all know its easier said than done but focus is the name of the game, Mind over matter and all that but the most important thing for me is that this is MY CHOICE and I am choosing to BE SLIM !
Can I once again thank you for all of your support and for welcoming me back again, support is a great thing and you are all wonderful amazing people x x x