Ok well I have neglected my diary again, I didnt go to class on Wed I couldnt face another gain but I did have a serious chat with myself and I am 100% back on track and looking forward to WI next week. I mentioned on the main board, I watched Diet tribe yesterday and their goal is to lose 50 lbs in 120 days and I though I am going to do that - well not 50 lbs but the 120 days and lose 30lbs - that is going to bring me so close to goal and I will feel bloody amazing for the summer. I think it was the kick I needed - just to realise I can do this and it wont take forever if I put my mind to it!! So today is day 119 and my WI is on Wed pm at class as usual. I feel so positive and determined now - I am getting my slimbody back!!