Another Rant!!!!

[nictastic]

Sorry guys..just need to let this out
I feel really shitty, fat and have a MASSIVE urge to eat ARRRGGHHHH! Really feel like i need to kick hell outta someone or something!!!!
:cry:Have a really important meeting tomorrow and just been deciding what to wear and i was gutted to find that nothing fits properly ...everything is tooo small...last time i wore them was decmeber ...hadn't realised i had put on weight since then:cry:
All day today i have been obessed with thinking about food and what i can't have feel really pooooo... think i need to start exercising to take my mind off stuff and get quicker (i know impatient) results!!!!

 

[fattothin]

Where did that come from, chill Winston.And your right be patient youll soon be on here telling us you have dropped a size or 2

 

[TracyJ]

Awww hun its def inpatience but i can see where youre coming from! It will happen though and loads sooner than you think!! You will feel as good as i feel today sooooo soon if you stick at it!! DONT eat xxxx

 

[fattothin]

:hug99::hug99::hug99::hug99: sorry forgot to give you a hug! x

 

[kellybelly]

nicki come away from the cuppard it so not worth it,,now get a grip,,lol,,

 

[SabreWulfe]

I know how you feel Nikki, but whatever you do dont give in like last time.... remember how you felt about yourself..... its not worth it.

Just get an early night and I'm sure you'll feel better tomorrow.

{{{{{Hugs}}}}}

:grouphugg:

 

[nictastic]

Awww hun its def inpatience but i can see where youre coming from! It will happen though and loads sooner than you think!! You will feel as good as i feel today sooooo soon if you stick at it!! DONT eat xxxx

Thanks Trace... you sounded sooo happy in your other post can't wait to feel like that again...
not sure if TOTM is soon or if its just being deprived of food lol I havent eaten ..... i have locked my self in the bedroom with water :wave_cry:

 

[nictastic]

nicki come away from the cuppard it so not worth it,,now get a grip,,lol,,

Cheers hun, i promise i won't i cant let myself down...how did you go on stalking without me this afternoon x

 

[TracyJ]

Aww hun i promise you will feel like this soon, i never thought i would get to this point either now i am not looking back! This short amount of time is nothing hun compared to the time you will look and feel damn fine lol xxx

 

[nictastic]

Yeah, i know that really... just seems like i have been doing it forever already... Did you have trouble sleeping ... i find i can't get to sleep until around 2am

Does anyone know if you can take herbal nytol?:sigh:

 

[TracyJ]

Not sure about that hun to be honest but prob not! I had no prob sleeping really except wee breaks in the night and a 17 month old liking to sleep with me lol xxx

 

[nictastic]

Awwww i love that .... they are soo cute when they are kicking you outta bed and elbowing you in the face! Suprising how such a small little thing can take up soooo much room!! My 5 yr old still sneaks in with me sometimes lol

 

[TracyJ]

I do love her sleeping with me but it knackers me out as im sleeping so lightly! i am not good when im tired either lol..really miserable! i reckon millie will stil getting in with me at 5 too easily xx