I've planned on drinking a gallon and then going to bed, so that should hopefully do the trick!!!
I'd like to think i'm a good friend, but i'd be lying if i wasn't massively annoyed at the same time!!
The worst feeling is because my good friend (who we'll call Faith) needed a lot of help with her application, and i was more than willing. She didn't know which uni's to apply for, so i gave her a run down of my favourites, and reasons to choose them, and she decided to just put my choices down as a back up (My first choice was King's, and then Greenwich)
Then, she managed to get some work experience AT Kings (via a friend of her sisters) Even though i begged, she wouldn't put in a good word for me (Its all about who you know!) and then after that, she decided she didn't want to do midwifery, and couldn't remember why she'd applied in the first place.
I told her i'd still help her all i could, and will support her every step, but what did she want to do now. She said she'd cancel all her current choices, and would go through extra/clearing to do paediatrics.
I told her to hold off cancelling, and just see what happened.
She got midwifery
At Kings.
And i was devastated.
Still am if i'm honest, because i honestly don't know that she'll stick it out. As i see it, that's my place, and she's going to waste it!!
So i guess i'm not that good a friend after all!?!?! Lol!!
C'est La Vie and all that!!
Thanks for the good luck though!! Think i've finished my PS now, but waiting to see if my friends will read it on a student midwife forum....tense times!!! Hahaha!!
Eating my "ice cream" to counteract the panic!!! xxxxxxxxxxxx