hi everyone,
well what can i say
its my 36th birthday next week and i will be in Tunisia (on the 13th!)
family decided to throw a surprise evening out last night, and i tried and started off eating sensibly, but it was a disaster.....
had prawn cocktail to start, just ate the prawns and a mouthfull of letuce, sauce was served on the siede as i made sure i wasnt having any! then the main course.... i had a huge helping of pasta with chicken and bacon served in a creamy white wine sauce, and had some fresh cheese on the top plus 2 slices of garlic bread! (that could have easily turned into more!) i had a fresh fruit salad for dessert, with nothing on it, then i went and had a mouthfull of my sons choc fudge cake... grrrr...
now im here today and sure i have gained 3lbs over night! also, stuck with this birthday cake
i plan to have 1 slice of it at some point today give some out and bin the rest....
with last night, holiday next week, then xmas... i have no idea how im going to cope! have decided to try and do the best i can and then start all over again after boxing day, this is getting really hard now, wish i didnt have a holiday or that xmas is nearly here... why is it always about the food?!?!?
oh well, just worked it all out, will be eating one "nice" meal a day whilst on holiday (evening meal only!) and using bars and tetras for the rest of the time, then when i get back on the 17th ss until xmas day boxing day off cd as well, then back to ss on the 27th, it sounds like a good plan!
i havent bought ANY chocolates for xmas, OH isnt bothered about it, and just got 2 selection boxes and some tubes of sweets, a huge bar of dairy millk and a tin of jelly babies, that is all the rubbish here for my sons pig out for xmas.
im not buying any "xmas food" at all, will not be here at home for dinner xmas day, and xmas afternoon i leave here until the 27th, and stay at mothers, so when i get back home on the 27th ss should be easier to restart again.... with no tempting things in thr house, then i get weighed on the 7th january so will have 10 days of ss to try and lose some christmas calories.....
i hope that my plan will work.. everytime i plan things it all goes boobies up!!!
oh well...... im not going to give up though, i just cant... i WILL be slim in 2007.... (make it about easter time at this rate...hehe!)
Lisee xx