Hon I have a story too about aspartame...not as scary but it scared the heck out of me...
After losing 3ish stone a good few years back at weight watchers I got hooked on sweeter in my tea, diet yogurts, diet cereal bars and diet drinks to help keep full on very low / no points.
After a while my hair started snapping off, my periods which had always been unreliable just got horrific - 80 day cycles, then lasting anything from 1 day to twenty. My skin was awful, and I was getting cold sores, horrendous ones, all the time. but I was at the lowest weight I have ever been and I was eating lots of fruit and veg. But I was eating a LOT of sweetner.
Hubby and I started trying for a baby and nothing was happening. The doctors were not sure I was even ovulating.
As I worked shifts I was getting more and more tired and was drinking more diet drinks but the weight was coming back on.And I was suddenly heavier than I have ever ever been. And I started getting facial hair and just looking like hell. But I was not eating much at all..but it was full of sweetner.
I read a book by Zoe harcombe who is a low carb advocate. I don't agree in a lot she says but her knowledge of sugar addiction hit home with me and I suddenly thought perhaps I might have a problem with sweetner.
So I did tons of research and nearly died when I realised how dangerous sweetner is. I cut it out of my diet and fort the cravings.
I also decided to start taking a multi vit, and a table spoon of coconut oil a day while eating "clean"-fruit, veg and nothing processed for a while.
Within less than a month my hair was growing back, my head aches had gone and I was sleeping like a baby.within 8 weeks my periods were back and normal and I was pregnant within 12 weeks.
Tellingly my midwife said, without knowing my back ground "I tell all patients to cut out cigarettes, alcohol and sweetner". She was a advocate for the dangers of sweetner.
I must admit in the past few months I have started eating Muller lights, but still prefer natural yoghurt with honey. And I refuse to make anything with sweetner in-we don't have it in the house. If I want a treat I have full fat versions.
Although I am about 1.5 stone over weight according to my doctor I'm very healthy.I have very low blood pressure, very low cholesterol and am this weight from eating too much organic dark chocolate, organic wine and chips - you get the organic sweetner free picture!
Good luck with your journey, I too struggle with sw philosophy of sweetner filled food and drink. But by sticking to the free food that is natural I hope to lose this weight x x x