Thanks for your kind words of encouragement and support - I don't know where I'd be without this site... (Hmm about 42lbs heavier, probably!)
I've managed to keep on the straight & narrow since my last post, despite a lot of temptation. Having a OH who can eat like a horse (nay - or neigh?! - a pig) and look like a Men's Health cover model does not help. (Note: I would much rather that he had a pot belly - I would feel far more comfortable about my extra chub!) A little day trip to London in the sunshine yesterday saw him scoff a huge portion of gorgeous looking Ethiopian food from Greenwich market (think rice, beans, chickpeas, potatoes) and then he insisted on buying pick n' mix from this amazing new little shop in Covent Garden - one of my biggest weaknesses! (It's called Sugar Sin for those who fancy a google and are in to self-torture!) I came <--> this close to caving in and buying a massive bag of pick n' mix then suggesting a burger from Shake Shack at the market... But my head prevailed and I waited patiently outside. I know that he felt guilty, but why should he?! He himself has sacrificed so many meals out because there are so few restaurants that are Dukan-friendly (or I just couldn't bear to order protein and salad!) My aim is to get to that place (where you are, Jo) - where I can have a treat, enjoy it, and savour (rather than stuff myself until sickness). I've always over-eaten, but never in the "quick-what-else-have-I-not-been-able-to-eat-for-the-last-xx-months-I-know-a-peanut-butter-sandwich-is-just-what-I-need-to-wash-down-this-half-a-box-of-cereal-and-three-left-over-mince-pies-and-ooh-is-that-a-bag-of-kettle-chips" kind of way. I feel as though I've been "deprived" for so long that I use any "break" as an excuse to fill up on the tiniest thing that I might have missed. Not good!
Anyway, as above, I stayed strong, and I've even baked cookies for a meeting at work tomorrow without licking the spoon (they smell flipping amazing as well!) I have still been working out and dabbling a little bit with carb/calorie cycling after reading about the successes that some people have had with it on other forums. Scales are still broken but I feel a little less wobbly. The last time I weighed in, I was about 10st 9 - which is actually 1lb below my original Dukan true weight calculated by the doctor 3 years ago - so technically I probably could / should move on to conso? With everything going on in my mind right now though, I am just not ready to take that step. Newbies - Dukan reckons you should never stay on cruise longer than you need to - so please don't do as I do!! :-/ Having been 10lbs lighter before christmas (without struggling too much), I would like to get there again & then try conso when I have that incentive to stay there.