I'm shattered today as I've only had just over 4 hours sleep, my mind was just thinking about the holiday all the time. We have a timeshare in Lanzarote and when we go we usually go the same weeks of the year so we know lots of people there. John has decided for defo that he isn't going, he wants to take the two weeks off of work and crack on with the extension and kitchen. It will be a building site by then and he has said it would be better if I'm now around (in a nice way) I can see his point but it seems wrong for me to go and for him to stay at home but he keeps reassuring me it's the right thing to do
I have already booked and paid for his flight and there isnt anyone I want to take with me. I refuse to cancel the flight with the airline as I wont get any money back and If I cancel it they will re-sell the seat, why should they make any more money?
After my hours spent trying to get to sleep I have decided I will be quite happy pottering around through the day and sun bathing and meeting up with my MIL and FIL on some days for lunch and alcoholic beverages. Even on a night I will be ok as we always meet for happy hour, then I'll go back to the apartment for dinner and at least 6 out of the 14 nights we will be be going out to our fav restaurants. But, it just feels wrong... I know that if I am at home there will be very little I can do but all the same.
The pluses I can see are, I wont stress about how I look in a bikini, I wont worry about Alfie as he will be with John, I wont drink as much which and I will eat more salads as I wont have to think about making something that John likes to eat so hopefully I wont put on as much weight whilst I'm away. Oh another plus, we have wifi in the apartment so I will be able to chat to you guys everyday!
Anyway, sorry for rambling.... My food for today...
B, 2 poached eggs, 1 x bacon, mushrooms and tinned tomatoes - FREE (or 6pp)
L, Roasted butternut squash and red pepper soup - FREE
D, Mediterranean chicken with Mediterranean veg if I can get to the supermarket. The chicken is from the fish man that goes to our local and it's in a bag so there isnt any NV's on the back. If I was pointing it I would say 6pp, it cant be bad as I was eating it on HL. A bit of a tweak but will say it's FREE
Sorry for rambling x