Beelishy's VLCD Weight Loss Adventure!!
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beelishy
......gettin' it done.
So after feeling so full to the point of feeling a bit sick earlier today...ive been STARVING since about 3. ravenous. My stomach has been growling and felt like it was eating itself. lol. i devoured my dinner and was still famished! So I ended up making 2 scrambled eggs just now. Ive def gone over on cals for today but not on carbs...so i should be ok. :/ i must get that under control. *hmphfff*
beelishy
......gettin' it done.
Morning
Well...I hopped on the scales and Im kinda unimpressed. 219.0 - I really need a decent loss this week. And its already thursday. *huff*
Today, i got up and made my 2x pancakes and i will have my chili for dinner.
Would probably help if I could actually go to the loo. Boo. lol.
Anyway...have a great day all
Well...I hopped on the scales and Im kinda unimpressed. 219.0 - I really need a decent loss this week. And its already thursday. *huff*
Today, i got up and made my 2x pancakes and i will have my chili for dinner.
Would probably help if I could actually go to the loo. Boo. lol.
Anyway...have a great day all
beelishy
......gettin' it done.
So...exante have an offer on atm. 2 x boxes of 50 for 95 delivered. so i got 2 boxes of pancakes (of course!) and Ive done a swap of my s&S spag bol for some S&S chili. (i love that with S&S swaps are allowed now). I still have a few more spag bol packs which i may or may not keep..in case i get bored in a month or so...and i have shakes to swap for more chili...if i can. then im set and i will have a good 2 months worth and ive told hubby...i will use that up and then refeed. thats it. so its really time for a final push for a couple of months. Im going to get swapped the S&S stuff that I need to and then i will take inventory and work out how many days worth i have.
I just cant do shakes. *sigh* lol.
I just cant do shakes. *sigh* lol.
beelishy
......gettin' it done.
So....the grief kinda caught up. I had a huge meltdown this afternoon. Since my granny died, I havent actually REALLY cried. I mean...a bit. But not nearly as much as i expected to..or should have. Considering how close I was to her. Its still not over. But at least I am feeling SOMETHING now. That something is terrible sadness and frustration at all the time that I didnt get to see her. Years, wasted. Anyway. Of course with this...came the binge. It wasnt a binge so much as just a *I cant worry about plan right now*. So i didnt go in and drown myself in a box of ritz or packets of crisps or jaffa cakes or anything. but i did have some canteloupe and i had some chicken nuggets in a makeshift kebab with some salad and chili sauce, in a pitta for dinner. Not great choices but pretty normal ones, i think. I havent gone crazy...and Im pretty happy about that.
that said...ive decided to have a really real shake-a-thon. I have exactly 5 days - 5 shakes a day. takes me to about 65g carbs per day. im going to have my shakes and NOTHING else. not even my eggs. I will have coffee but will keep my milk to a bare minimum.
starts tomorrow. Ive divided them up randomly to give a good mix of flavours each day and i will just take out a little packet each day for the next 5 days and have those.
Im not going to weigh until the 5 days are up.
I need to prove that I can do this.
Prove, to myself, that is.
that said...ive decided to have a really real shake-a-thon. I have exactly 5 days - 5 shakes a day. takes me to about 65g carbs per day. im going to have my shakes and NOTHING else. not even my eggs. I will have coffee but will keep my milk to a bare minimum.
starts tomorrow. Ive divided them up randomly to give a good mix of flavours each day and i will just take out a little packet each day for the next 5 days and have those.
Im not going to weigh until the 5 days are up.
I need to prove that I can do this.
Prove, to myself, that is.
Lou_G
Gold Member
sorry you've been so sad today -but you're right, it's good to feel *something* that was such a non-binge haha - canteloupe!!
how sensible was that?Be kind to yourself, shake-a-thon is hardcore, and if you're still a bit wobbly then don't beat yourself up if you need an egg or whatever
xxxxxx
beelishy
......gettin' it done.
Morning!
220.0 today. So exactly 1lb up from yesterday. Expected. I had bread. and fruit. and fried things. so its fine.
S.A.T: day 1
Menu:
Hazelnut
Caramel
Vanilla
Strawberry (i think.)
Cookies and Cream *new one*
Coffee,
water
I have a couple of emergency eggs in the fridge but the plan is not to have anything other than what is listed above.
Its only 5 days. Surely I can do this. I can....but will i? This time?, yes.
220.0 today. So exactly 1lb up from yesterday. Expected. I had bread. and fruit. and fried things. so its fine.
S.A.T: day 1
Menu:
Hazelnut
Caramel
Vanilla
Strawberry (i think.)
Cookies and Cream *new one*
Coffee,
water
I have a couple of emergency eggs in the fridge but the plan is not to have anything other than what is listed above.
Its only 5 days. Surely I can do this. I can....but will i? This time?, yes.
beelishy
......gettin' it done.
OMG...Noon? Is that the time?!
Im just having my 2nd shake now. Its 12:02 and Ive been perfect with NOTHING passing my lips other than a shake, a coffee and water. I decided to crack on with one bit of Hubbys father's day present. It involves melting pony beads in the oven in shapes. Im going to string it all together with bead wire and it will become a lovely, family themed sun catcher. Seeing as we WILL be living somewhere that gets LOADS of sun.
So, after lunch, we will head in for a nap. My exante packs have just come so Im going to go check it. Yay! Lots of lovely pancakes to look forward to...after this shake-a-thon.
Im just having my 2nd shake now. Its 12:02 and Ive been perfect with NOTHING passing my lips other than a shake, a coffee and water. I decided to crack on with one bit of Hubbys father's day present. It involves melting pony beads in the oven in shapes. Im going to string it all together with bead wire and it will become a lovely, family themed sun catcher. Seeing as we WILL be living somewhere that gets LOADS of sun.
So, after lunch, we will head in for a nap. My exante packs have just come so Im going to go check it. Yay! Lots of lovely pancakes to look forward to...after this shake-a-thon.
beelishy
......gettin' it done.
Starving...had finally just dozed off when postie banged on door. Sorted that and come back to bed..zoes asleep again but for me, that ship has sailed. Boooo. Tabby didnt sleep at all...so at least she will go down earlier tonight. But uugghh. Im soooo hungry. And its not even quite 2pm yet. 1.50.... so ages yo get through.
I swear, after this, I will never buy another shake again! Lol. Gaaahhh.
I swear, after this, I will never buy another shake again! Lol. Gaaahhh.
beelishy
......gettin' it done.
I toootally caved and had chilli and swede for dinner. I just didnt want to risk pushing myself to "hungrier than a wild animal" -ness and therefore risk a binge. I suck at shake a thon-ses. Lol.
Tomorrow:
Lemon yog shake
Pancakes x 1
Chili and swede
2 eggs
Phew....
Tomorrow:
Lemon yog shake
Pancakes x 1
Chili and swede
2 eggs
Phew....
beelishy
......gettin' it done.
morning.
Im starting my journey over again. 219.4 today. So Im fixing my signature....saving my WI results and moving on. Also changing my WIs to Tuesdays in line with my next mini-goal.
23rd Mar- #1 - 218lbs
30th Mar- #2 - 218lbs
6th Apr- #3 - 219lbs
13th Apr- #4 - off plan week - 222lbs
20th Apr- #5 - 218lbs
27th Apr- #6 - 217lbs
4th May- #7 217lbs
...saving...
Im starting my journey over again. 219.4 today. So Im fixing my signature....saving my WI results and moving on. Also changing my WIs to Tuesdays in line with my next mini-goal.
23rd Mar- #1 - 218lbs
30th Mar- #2 - 218lbs
6th Apr- #3 - 219lbs
13th Apr- #4 - off plan week - 222lbs
20th Apr- #5 - 218lbs
27th Apr- #6 - 217lbs
4th May- #7 217lbs
...saving...
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