Hey all!
Sorry i haven't been around in FOREVER! My life got all **** on me again. Nothing dramatic happened, i just got all depressed and stuff and pretty much gave up on everything lol.
I ran out of money, so had to quit doing Cambridge, which was the first step in a downward spiral lol, i got all depressed over my mum when i realised it had been 6 months since she had died and it hadn't felt long at all, so i spent like 2 weeks missing uni, eating a huge amount of crap, crying for no reason and pretty much being a complete tosser lol, then all the end of semester stuff started, i had assignments up to my ears to do, and no will power to do anything, so i just got deeper and deeper into a really bad hole.
But all of that has passed now, i am back to my sparkling self again now my mums B-day has passed, i am excited to finally be going home soon for the Xmas holidays, i think most of my crap was me being so home sick, i never got homesick at all for the last 3 years, but i did this time for some reason, dunno why, must just be me being so very much insane and crazy.
I have put about 6-8lbs back on, which is dreadful, but i expected more with the sheer amount of junk i have eaten, but it has been super stressful and exam time, so i am just going to let it pass, get Xmas over with and then start fresh in January!
Anyway, enough about whiney old me! How are you all doing you sexy ladies? (And sexy Gents if there are any still around!) Have i missed anything dramatic? Hope your all doing amazingly! And i will try to be around alot more often again!
Lots and lots and lots and lots and lots of love!