BinkyBonk needs to lose weight...

[systema]

Mom is home now thanks lovely, she doesn't have a clot and is tucked up in her bed =)

I am okay thank you but i think it is truly the hardest thing in the world watching someone you love deteriorate slowly and know there is nothing you can do to stop it x

Yes it really is - it has happened to us 3 times now and it is not nice. My thoughts are with you :bighug:

 

[blubex]

I'm glad your mum is home binks, hopefully you can get to spend some time with her now and celebrate a belated mothers day x

 

[*Sparkles*]

Aw so glad to hear your mum is home hun xx

 

[Rachgleeson]

Glad your mum is home. And yes its absolutely heartbreaking, I remember seeing my nan every time I visited home and I used to cry leaving her. ((((Hugs))) to you hun. Xx

 

[BinkyBonk]

Yes it really is - it has happened to us 3 times now and it is not nice. My thoughts are with you :bighug:

I understand the life cycle and people can't live forever and I accept that but it is hard isn't it, my nan stayed with us to die when I was 14 and now my mom but she is only 50 which feels like nothing x

I am sorry for your losses too my lovely, our experiences make us who we are x

 

[BinkyBonk]

I'm glad your mum is home binks, hopefully you can get to spend some time with her now and celebrate a belated mothers day x

We will do, I am glad she is home

 

[BinkyBonk]

Aw so glad to hear your mum is home hun xx

Thank you my lovely, it is a relief x

 

[BinkyBonk]

Glad your mum is home. And yes its absolutely heartbreaking, I remember seeing my nan every time I visited home and I used to cry leaving her. ((((Hugs))) to you hun. Xx

Thank you my lovely, everyone loses people and I know that's, it is just hard because it my mom you know? Thank you for the much needed hugs x x

 

[BinkyBonk]

Hey peeps,

I love waking up to a clean home

I am spending the day watching vampire diaries on Netflix, I have never watched this before but quite enjoying it

I am trying to decide what to do job wise today, I have applied for a full time nanny place but it is a train stop and in an area I don't know so the bf says I need to make sure it is safe, feeling a but stressed about it all again :/

Yesterday's food diary-

B- cup of tea, vimto, scrambled egg on toast with tomato sauce

L rice, peas, sweetcorn and stock, ham and salami

D- pesto pasta and grated cheese

P- chocolate

Today's food diary-

B- cup of tea, vimto, granola and yoghurt

L- ham, salami, cheese, apple snack bag, vimto, pepsimax

D- quorn sausage, carrot and swede mash and veg with gravy

 

[Rachgleeson]

I know. Mum's are everything to us and I can't even begin to imagine how you must feel.

I love the vampire diaries. I am upto date on them so waiting for the new series now. The originals is worth watching later on too. Xx

 

[BinkyBonk]

Ohhhh i tried to get into vampire diaries but the girl annoyed me lol. Good luck with the job application you'll be driving in no time so hopefully wont need the train x

Thanks Hun, I have applied for three jobs tonight so will wait and see, it is really hard trying to get into something new x

How is your hunt going? X

 

[BinkyBonk]

I know. Mum's are everything to us and I can't even begin to imagine how you must feel. I love the vampire diaries. I am upto date on them so waiting for the new series now. The originals is worth watching later on too. Xx

I know, I think it is extremely hard as it has always been mom, me and my sister and we are really close so it is very very hard to imagine a life without her in it x

I am near the end of the first series now and really enjoying it, I don't think they have all of them on Netflix so will have to look at buying the last few when I get that far lol x

Ooo I haven't watched that, will look after x

 

[BinkyBonk]

Im due to hear back about the family support one tomorrow. To be honest Ive felt so poorly today Ive not looked x

What is happening to the start date one? x

 

[BinkyBonk]

I've no idea! When I contact them they just say the same thing to me, that they are waiting on DBS and one extra reference. I don't feel they have chased things up/requested the checks very fast. Hmph! x

I hope they get it sorted out soon x x

 

[BinkyBonk]

I have tidied the flat, cooked tomorrow's lunch and am now going to do a food shop and plan for next week

Feeling organised and happy peeps x

 

[wafflewaffle]

I have tidied the flat, cooked tomorrow's lunch and am now going to do a food shop and plan for next week Feeling organised and happy peeps x

That reminds me I need to get on with next weeks food menu! The weeks go so quick! It's nice when everywhere is tidy isn't it you have made me obsessed with cleaning my bathroom lol, I keep putting bleach in the toilet and wiping the floor nearly everyday, everytime I see a nice clean floor and white shiny toilet I feel happy lol xx

 

[BinkyBonk]

That reminds me I need to get on with next weeks food menu! The weeks go so quick! It's nice when everywhere is tidy isn't it you have made me obsessed with cleaning my bathroom lol, I keep putting bleach in the toilet and wiping the floor nearly everyday, everytime I see a nice clean floor and white shiny toilet I feel happy lol xx

Lol you have joined binky's world x

I know it all goes so fast

 

[Rachgleeson]

You are so organised hun. Wish I could be. Xx

 

[BinkyBonk]

You are so organised hun. Wish I could be. Xx

Wish I could do fasts like you do x

 

[Rachgleeson]

Nothing stopping you if you really wanted to do one. xx