Sorry i have been disappearing a lot peeps, Yesterday i found myself feeling sad and fed up a lot, i am trying to find a nursing home for my mom but we find out this week if she will actually make it to one or if she will be staying in the hospice for the rest of her life, something about looking at homes made me very sad as i was trying to find a place that i was happy for her to die in =( When i went to visit last she had been put on a pain patch and i knew that it wasn't great news as they are usually used near the end so yesterday was very much accepting the end is near, they are hoping to tell us this week roughly how long she has left x
So yesterday i cleaned the whole place and did a food plan and then drove to food shopping but made a few mistakes when driving which was frustrating...
Today i had a much needed lie-in and then me and the Bf walked to look around Bowood, we walked there walked around the whole place and walked around the flower garden, in total it was 25,000 steps and my feet now ache. We stopped at a lovely pub on the way back and had the most amazing lamb roast with minted gravy omg it was so good and we shared a sticky toffee and cream as we had walked so much today =)
I have cooked a chicken casserole when we got back so we can just re-heat it for dinner tomorrow and Tuesday, Tomorrow i am doing a half day at my new job, i am feeling excited and nervous, really hoping i like it and that they like me =) It is so weird getting a uniform ready for the first time in like three years lol x
Food plan tomorrow is to have a breakfast bar and a banana for breakfast, a pear and apple on the way home as i finish at 1pm, then chicken, potato salad and cucumber and carrot sticks for lunch, dinner will be chicken casserole =) Hoping tomorrow i will be back on it and will have a good day, fingers crossed and will let you all know tomorrow x