It is just heartbreaking.... I was full sure I would convince her to come to the dublin meet in september. A meet wouldn't be the same without her. Take care sweetie xxxxx
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It is just heartbreaking.... I was full sure I would convince her to come to the dublin meet in september. A meet wouldn't be the same without her. Take care sweetie xxxxx
Nope it won't... to be honest I was waiting for her to be over the chemo and back on here chatting away. Never thought this was going to happen.
FatFairNForty(ish)
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life, and this world, is going to be a different place without our Westie in it .... my heart's absolutely breaking... I just can't believe she is gone so so so soon....:cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry:
Karen1972
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Ditto :cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry:
FatFairNForty(ish)
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:cry:fell asleep crying... woke crying... off to work now... and... you guessed it... crying... so terribly terribly sad...:cry::cry::cry::cry::cry:
FatFairNForty(ish)
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so many thoughts today... some happy... some sad... trying not to think of how Sarah might have felt during those final hours... but failing miserably... is it really only a day without her... it already feels like a lifetime... lots of ideas in my head... at work physically, but in reality am a world away... sent a card to her yesterday morning before I heard the news...wrote the words of the card down as they really were so very appropriate...
"In my life, I've met some amazing people who've forever changed me. I don't know if they know how much they helped me on days when I felt discouraged, uncertain, or simply blue. It could be their grins, thier words, their examples, or their real kindness that pulled me through. How much I appreciate them, I'm not sure they will ever understand...but you should know, one of those amazing people is you."
I wrote on the envelope: To the most amazing Miss Sarah Williams.... c/o... and then the hospice address...
It will arrive today... too late... too late... :cry:
"In my life, I've met some amazing people who've forever changed me. I don't know if they know how much they helped me on days when I felt discouraged, uncertain, or simply blue. It could be their grins, thier words, their examples, or their real kindness that pulled me through. How much I appreciate them, I'm not sure they will ever understand...but you should know, one of those amazing people is you."
I wrote on the envelope: To the most amazing Miss Sarah Williams.... c/o... and then the hospice address...
It will arrive today... too late... too late... :cry:
:cry::cry::cry::cry: no words xxxxxxxx
pandora
finding my way again !
its just too awful , but we must thank Minimins for us being a strong network , that through here we can all support each other through something which just should not have happened .
beautiful & so apt words in the card Jen
hugs & love
( remember our weekends together , the three of us & smile )
xx
beautiful & so apt words in the card Jen
hugs & love
( remember our weekends together , the three of us & smile )
xx
FatFairNForty(ish)
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still stunned.... remembering the good times... then the awful realisation of reality hits like a train... fewer tears at work... but nothing achieved... kind of numb really...
FatFairNForty(ish)
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listening to the radio on the way home from work yesterday... heard 'Build Me Up Buttercup'... reminded me of some hilarious times with Sarah... made me smile and sing along through the tears... have decided to get a whole load of 70's songs together and make a 'Sarah CD' this weekend.. one which will evoke great memories and make me laugh aloud...
Don't think life will ever be the same again ....
Don't think life will ever be the same again ....
FatFairNForty(ish)
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still sobbing and howling all the damn time though... how about you? x x x x
pandora
finding my way again !
the numbness is starting to wear off , anger is coming through now 
Life really is so unfair , why the good have to be taken too young as beyond my comprehension , there seems to be no logic to it at all .
The only possitive i can see in any of this, is that it was quick & relatively painless.
xx
Life really is so unfair , why the good have to be taken too young as beyond my comprehension , there seems to be no logic to it at all .
The only possitive i can see in any of this, is that it was quick & relatively painless.
xx
FatFairNForty(ish)
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there are but 2 positives... 1) our lovely girl didn't suffer for long and 2) that others will benefit from the generosity of those who loved her
and yet, I cannot be thankful for either, because, I just want her back...
and yet, I cannot be thankful for either, because, I just want her back...
FatFairNForty(ish)
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well... I'm so glad the sun shone today... me and my man and one of our friends went out on the bikes (motorbikes) and blew away some cobwebs... couldn't help but think.. "wish I could tell Sarah all about it.." but even so... it was a lovely day.. and for the first time this week, more smiles than tears... and that was good...
