I'm so sorry to hear about your baby, I have 5 rabbits and alongside my dogs, they are my world, they are like little people. I can't even begin to imagine how you are feeling right now, I know how when something terrible like this happens your diet is the last thing on your mind but you will get back on the wagon when you are ready I am sure. 9 years is a good long life for a bun, I know it probably won't make you feel any better but keep in mind he had a good life and had the opportunity to become an old chap because you took good care of him for all of these years. I hope you and Angel start to feel better soon and take care of one another, I wish you the best of luck with getting back on your weightloss journey x