canireallydothis!!
Gold Member
thats such good spirit and definately the way forward for you. Well done!!!
HI
Done well today - had a toffee bar for breakfast, oriental chilli soup for lunch and a cho mint muffin for tea.
have drunk 3 litres of water so far.
My other 2 children have sickness and diarrhoea now. So i've spent much of the afternoon clearing up sick and ****!!!!
Had a call from the hospital - Have to go in for some tests. I need to eat before them so have phoned my CDC and am waiting to hear from her about what i should do.
Chatterbox has finally given up and left me alone. I think she could sense i wasnt in the mood after cleaning the 3rd pile of sick up.
Struggling now. There are a lot of things going around in my head and i'm finding today hard.
Where has my motivation gone -How can i get it back? Why do i feel so up and down at the moment?
All things i need to think about.
Have decided i'm not CDC material. I would really like to help people but my journey hasnt been particularly inspiring and i cant seem to get my own head into gear let alone helping anyone else!!
I do know i want to get to 10stones. I need to focus on that and keep it at the forefront of my mind.
I knew it would be hard with Stephen being away - cant believe it's this hard though. Just shows how much i lean on my wonderful hubby for support.