Born obese , Tomorrow is my New Dawn

[mariavon]

I miss you sis xx

Miss you too xxx

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[mariavon]

ITS SNOWING HERE

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[mariavon]

Really need to get my act together in the new year ,
I darnt get on the scales , I know I have to and I will on jan 2nd,
I know it will be bad I feel and look like a hippo , I'm going to try my work trousers on coz I've a feeling the next size will be required ,

I hate myself ATM , I want to lose weight so badly why do i let the demon in my head win each time?
Why am I not stronger to resist ?

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[mariavon]

I'm going out for a while ,
Be back later xx

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[Kay003]

Kayyyy
I need help and fast or else I'm gonna pop,

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I'm here sis just going to update the challenge thread first then will be on my diary later. Looking forward to our catch up, I maybe an hour or so .

Love ya ! xx

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[Kay003]

...pops back looking for sis ...

... I got my brew ready :coffee:

... where are ya ? xx

 

[Kay003]

Going to sign off now sis, will be back later, text me when your on and I'll try and come online . Hope you've had a fab day lovely xx

 

[mariavon]

Just poped on to join the quarterly challenge, I wasn't going to be decided to give it another go,
I've not text you hun coz I've to go out again , hopefully will get on later xxx

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[mariavon]

Well I braved the scales ,
I've not wi since prob beginning of November so I was expecting a huge gain , I can tell I've gained my clothes are tight and I feel awkward and clumsy ,
So the result was a gain of 7 lb,
I'm really shocked coz I really thought I'd piled well over a stone on ,
It means I've lost my 7st award but to be honest I'm ok with that ,
I don't like the number on the scales but I really was expecting a lot lot more ,
It has given me a wake up call and made me determined to get it off before it does go any higher ,
I go to see the consultant in January for my knee, he wanted to see me 6 months after my op , wether he will decide to do anything else I don't know, I'm still in a lot of pain I'm thinking the injection I had has worn off , he might suggest another , il have to wait and see ,

So going back to the gain , in a strange way it's a happy Von that's here today ,
I really want 2015 to be the year I eventually sort myself out ,
When I entered my weight into an app I've got it gives an estimation of when I will reach target from the data I've been entering over the time I've had it , and with my yo yoing this year it given me 2019, no blooming way am I accepting that ,
It's time to sort my head out once and for all.

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[xsugarfairyx]

You can do this lovely xx

 

[mariavon]

You can do this lovely xx

Thanks cheryl
I really hope so

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[xsugarfairyx]

Will do my best to support you xx

 

[mariavon]

Will do my best to support you xx

Thanks hun,
That's so kind xxx

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[mariavon]

So I'm back at work tomorrow , only for the afternoon so not too bad , then im working nye and off nyd,
Then the serious stuff starts , the messing about and excuses stop , if I really want to achieve my goal I have to fully commit to it ,

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[xsugarfairyx]

Thanks hun,
That's so kind xxx

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You are welcome you do the same xx

 

[mariavon]

Certainly will xx

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[xsugarfairyx]

Certainly will xx

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Bless you lovely xx

 

[mariavon]

Night night hun , off to bed now xxx

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[xsugarfairyx]

Night von sleep well xx

 

[mariavon]

Night von sleep well xx

Thanks cheryl
You too hun xxx

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